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2010-09-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

its been long since my last post... cos i lost my bb... wah ah ah ah... anyway, everybody is crazy abt iphone now.... be it iphone 3 or 4......

been working working n working... guess, tts wat m gonna do for the rest of my life till one day when i strike TO TO!!!! ahhahaaa.......

Today is edmund's 2 day of internship!!!! wa lao... he off work n i start work... sian... he start work, m passin report to my colleague, handover e pts, go home, then sleep..... gonna end soon anyway... on more afternoon wk.. n m same shift as him... HELL!!

gotten news from HDB... m thrilled!!!! Q-no 130... total number of 5-rm = 174.... i stand high chance!!!! yipee!!!! heee...

so so so cant wait to see my own shelter 4 yrs down e road... wish to move in now!!! Hopefully wat Lee Shien Long said is applicable to my Senja Gateway... 2.5 yrs is wat they take to complete one BTO!!!!!

2010-07-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

Waterfront terrace is nice... But edmund dun really like punggol... Anyway, coming BTO is bukit panjang... End of july!!! Great... Finally!!! My turn to get a house.. Heheee....

On way home now... 1315 hrs le... I have missed friday night sleep le... Gonna compenste my mind wif nap immediately when m home...

On bus 700A... Can u believe it?? Next to me is not a passenger... But a small cokroache... My god!!! Lucky m not fear of it.. Or else I ll be screaming high n low pitch.. Hee....

The volunteer work is fun.. Shall join again in future...

2010-07-04T08:47:00.000+08:00

Friday: woke up at 11.30 am......

Friday: night shift started 8.30 pm....

Saturday: off duty at 7.30 am....

Saturday: continue with Aesthetic Clinic at 9 am.....

Saturday: Aesthetic procedure ended only at 7.30 pm....

Saturday: Younger brother lost his wallet... Fetch him home from chinese garden straight after Aesthetic..

Saturday: Reach home 10.30 pm... Slept at 11 pm....

Sunday: Woke up at 7.30 am....

Sunday: Now, on way to Marina Boulevard to health-screen the elderly....

2010-06-18T12:06:00.001+08:00

On bus to work!!!!grrrraaaahhhhhh..... Gonna be late!!!

Drank a can of nescafe before hop onto the bus.. Damn it!!! Feel like shitting now... another 30 mins before I can touch the handle of toilet door.. Raahhh!!!

Meeting xueyi n juan soon for saturday night playground talk.. I think the guys will most likely drag us to watch soccer... Thiu... Edmund n e rests.. Heeee.... Tts how innocent is the villagers.. Feel safe with them.. N mine is the most safest one among them.. Lucky me!!!! Heeeee

She said she wanna baileys+durians... Shall we??? Ed said will cause toxicity... How does the chemical reaction happen?? I also dunno... Tts somethign worth to find out... Dear juan, its ur job lor!! Haaa..

2010-06-17T21:38:00.001+08:00

Am I given choice to choose??

The answer is simply no!! I think I have no choice but to carry the whole responsibility...

Why r u guys so unfair to me?? Calling me heartless after I have sacrificed all I have!!
Calling me no sense of kin-ship... If so, why am I in in stress???

Seriously, m almost there.. Hallucination!!

N I seriously feel tt only pain can take over everything that I hate to feel..

Probably to make things better, I need to simply admit to everything tt u claimed to be mine..

To own up everything and learn how to be numb to all the arguments of who should get things done!!!

2010-06-15T11:45:00.001+08:00

On way home.. In bus 963... As usual.. No seat!!! Grrr... Its irritating sometime cos ppl tend to push u when the bus is totally loaded..

Well, doing nothing much today at work.. Cos I were posted to "COLD PALACE" once again.. Tts a favourable assignment to majority - but not all of cos.. Its relax dere most of e times.. So cold n high class.. Its actually suite ward.. But bored!! No internet.. No frens to chit chat.. U rt basically waiting for the time to tick away.. Totally counting seconds..

I ve checked tmr's assignment.. Same Day Admission cub.. May be busy.. But m glad tt m there tmr.. Cos it s more "YANG".. Haaa... U can see ppl browsing around, where as COLD PALACE is so damn "YIN".. Lame!!!

Searched for information abt part-time degree. So ex la!!! Another bld sucker!! If only I can get subsidy or scholarship.. Shall ring them up tmr to enquiry further..

Well!! Gotten a seat finally.. Its time to nap!! Bye...

2010-06-15T11:45:00.000+08:00

Been dreaming of those stupid blood-sucker!!! Its crazy.. How cud I ever dream of them while I dunno who they are.. Probably cos they r always the first who gave me morning calls... So early tt u may suspect something fishy between us.. However, dun forget!! Its a call from "them", but not "HE"....

Seriously, can someone pull them away from me?? They r driving me mad..

Hence, my dear eldest lady!!! Pls clear the mess before I AM BIPOLAR!!!!!

2010-06-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

Avril sings : " tell me, why the hell r u making things so complicated?"
Tts exactly wat I wanna ask myself.. Why am I making things so complicated?? So much so tt m jus a rat who keeps running from the cat's claw..

I HATE IT!!! Receiving the F*** Law*** Let*** n thinking why r they forwarding this super irritating letter to me?? Aint u suppose to attention to HER n her "Wat e Hell Deary Husband"???
Its killing!! It jus can kill.....

Watched Tyra supermodel shows last night.. I jus can't imagine!! Why is an Anorexic lady can ever be permitted in the competition?? Its funny! N its schoking.....

Anyway, y is she enjoying such a better life while m not??

However, m fortunate cos m always engulf by a grp of angels- XY, HJ, ED, MUM....
I know ppl do love me... But its jus not enuf.. Life tt s full of love, it jus aint enuf!!! Sometimes u r really left wif no choice, but to include materials..

She always says tt she doesn't wish to drag me down.. But the fact is, she has been haunting me for the past 2 yrs.. Its crazy!!! Probably wat she said is true.. N she does love me.. However, my apology, I cud barely feel it..

m gettin tired of life, am I???

2010-06-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

Ve not been blogging since donkey yrs ago...

Ppl blogged with i-phone, me blackberry- which ppl tend to call it "Blue-Berry"!!

Been hearing shocking news recently- break up, patch up, "tied-up", OR I shud say "ROM".
Cool!!! It really shows tt life is full of ups n downs, man...

Angel missy said: "pls do ur best to rescue your loved ones!!"

Devil missy whispered: "Dun u think tt life is too unfair to u??"

So, wat shud I do, man!!!! F***......

I really dunno wat s gonna happen to me yrs down e road.. N I dun even dare to imagine.. Cos I know its gonna be different from wat I dreamed of.. How I wish tt Aladdin does exist in this world...

Falls into my hand, n I will pray for them - Freedom, Finance...... & Figure!!!! Hahaaa....

2009-08-02T15:14:00.006+08:00

went for NHG-NUHS Intergames championship 2009 yesterday.. @ MacRitchie Reservoir.. haaa. it was so fun... & I must say tt i damn lucky lar.... cos i got 2 lucky draw prices.. while my colleagues didnt get any... heee.... I gotten a ADIDAS water bottle for Funwalkers Price... & e PC Speaker as 9th lucky draw prices.. whereby there are only 40 prices... hahaaa...However, I do wish that i gotten e 1st price... ir was a huge U-papa from OSIM... heeee..... fun!!! really fun!!!!!

photos in facebook!!!! eheee..... By the way, NUH gotten 1 championship 2009 for intergames between hospitals.... last year was 2nd place... Tan Tock Seng as 1st last year... heeeee..... FUN FUN FUN!!!!!

Remember the night I went for Ladies NIght.... hehheee.... So much fun!!!! my fren said i was a drunken.... But I swear!!! i m not drunk... jus a bit of hyper-allergic to alcohol... heeee...... love u gas!!!!! muackx.... u know who u are!!!!

2009-07-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

Mr. Jones gets a call from the hospital. They tell him his wife's been in a terrible car accident. He rushes to the hospital, runs into the ER and says his wife's been in an accident.
They tell him Dr. Smith is handling the case. They page the doctor. He comes out to the waiting room to see a terribly upset Mr. Jones.

"Mr. Jones?" the doctor asks. "Yes sir, what's happened? How is my wife?"

The doctor sits next to him and says, "Not good news. Your wife's accident resulted in two fractures of her spine."

"Oh my God" says Mr. Jones, "what will be her prognosis?"

Dr. Smith says "Well, Mr. Jones, her vital signs are stable. However, her spine is inoperable. She'll have no motor skills or capability. This means you will have to feed her." Mr. Jones begins to sob. "And you'll have to turn her in her bed every two hours to prevent pneumonia."Mr. Jones begins to wail and cry loudly.

"Then, of course," the doctor continued, "you'll have to diaper her as she'll have no control over her bladder and of course these diapers must be changed at least five times a day." Mr. Jones begins to shake as he cries, sobs, wails.

The doctor continues: "And you'll have to clean up her feces on a regular basis as she'll have no control over her sphincters. Her bowel will engorge whenever and quite often I'm afraid. Of course you must clean her immediately to avoid accumulation of the putrid effluent she'll be emitting regularly."

Now Mr. Jones is convulsing sobbing uncontrollably and beginning to wither off the bench into a sobbing pitiful mass.

Just then Dr. Smith reaches out his hand and pats Mr. Jones on the shoulder. "Hey, I'm just joking with you........... she's dead."

2009-07-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

lolx... i must be crazy for e past few dayss.. been in search of lame jokes.. haaaa... here you go!!! another one..... recommended by my xue xue..

"Doc," says Steve, "I want to be castrated."

"What on earth for?" asks the doctor in amazement.

"It's something I've been thinking about for a long time and I want to have it done" replies Steve.

"But have you thought it through properly?" asks the doctor, "It's a very serious operation and once it's done, there's no going back. It will change your life forever!"

"I'm aware of that and you're not going to change my mind -- either you book me in to be castrated or I'll simply go to another doctor."

"Well, OK.", says the doctor, "But it's against my better judgment!"

So Steve has his operation, and the next day he is up and walking very slowly, legs apart, down the hospital corridor with his drip stand. Heading towards him is another patient, who is walking exactly the same way.

"Hi there," says Steve, "It looks as if you've just had the same operation as me."

"Well," said the patient, "I finally decided after 37 years of life that I would like to be circumcised.

"Steve stared at him in horror and screamed, "shit! THAT'S the word!”

2009-07-21T15:23:00.003+08:00

hahaaa.... jokes of e day!!!

Daddy: "Son, when u r in wrong, must admit & know how to repent.."

Son : "Ök, dad... how to???"

Daddy : "I wan u to kneel in front of e Guan Yin (Goddess of Mercy).. If she never says "OKAY, U MAY GO OUT & PLAY", u cannot go out & play.. Get it?"

Son : "Alright, Dad!!"

After daddy came back from lunch, his son is playing outside..

Daddy : "My son, why r u playin here? Who send u to play?"

Son : "Guanyin sent me to play , Daddy.. She said okay to më."

Daddy : "Are you sure? My son, I dun wan u to lie.. How can Guan yin talks?"

Son : "Daddy, pls look at Guan yin's hand. She signalled OKAY to me.."

2009-07-18T04:10:00.002+08:00

doin night shift again!!!! yipee!!! yipee!!! I like night shift... hahaaaa.. can earn extra money.. plus can use computer... lolx...

this night I was inspired by my village frens to caused me to surf internet for lame jokes.. true enough, all e short, simple yet funny lame jokes make me laugh for whole night... hahahaaa

I just posted 2 on my blog.... but I really feel like posted some more... here we go!!!

Why was a guy sleep on e floor?

ans: cos e floor is slippery & the guy slipped on the floor

hahaa..... next,

Does everyone lies in this world???

Ans: Yes!! of course... or else tt person wun be able to sleep... cos he must lies on the floor in order to sleep... hahaaaa

next......

How do you make a cat drink??

Ans: throw a mice into the drink

2009-07-18T03:58:00.003+08:00

Some simple yet funny lame jokes!!!!

hahaaaa....... Lets laugh!!!!

Who Speaks more? Coffee or bread?

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Ans: Bread. When bread talks, kopi tiams

lolx.......

one more.... one more.....

What is the difference between a fly and a mosquito?

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Ans: A mosquito can fly but a fly cant mosquito

2009-07-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sick today.. MC... 1st day PMS.. So damn pain... Spine pain, tummy pain.... bloatedness.. flatulence... AAArrrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!! So feel lik going for total hysterectomy... grrrrrrr........

However, temporary reliever is always Ponstan & Famotidine.... hahahaa

Anyway, went to visit Ms Ang today.. my secondary school teacher.. Thou She never teaches me before, but she is my dearest teacher, ms Lim's sister. You would always see them together in school... they r very close to each other... Very shocking!!! A bit stunned when I first saw her.. She is totally in different state.. Probably she is still alert like wat Ms Lim said.. however her responsivenes, her motor skill, to me, a health care personal, is totally zero....

Life is always unpredictable.. You will never know what will happen e next seconds... Nevertheless, tomorrow...

I just shared with my xue xue, my point of view bout life outside Dover Park Hospice... If ever I am the one lying down on the bed, instead of Ms Ang, I will request for DO NOT RESUSCITATE me status in hospital... I do not wish to stay alive under the machines' help.... There is no quality of life at all.. I wish to die naturally, in my ancestor's way.... Technology is a sin!!!! Hence, they improve people's life, they also changed ppl's mind set... Think of the way ur Nanny, or even ur great-grandmother, told you bout their childhood.. Ppl are so innocent... SIMPLICITY!!!! Tts e word to describe.... Now, human beings are in every second FEAR!!! Lets duntalk about other example... talk bout e most recent H1N1 & Michael Jackson's heart attack... Best example to describe my current feeling..... Life!!!! Human beings!!! They are just as fragile as an ant....

2009-06-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

went to work today... PACES examination... sigh!! thought I ll earn 200 per 11 hours... end up less than tt... so disappointed!!!! went out 6 am in the morning.. reached home @ 7.30 pm. Can imagine how tired I am??? sigh.... Luckily Edmund called to say to move the final batch of my stuffs to new unit on monday... Or else, I ll be like a dead corpse... hahaaa... But, unfortuately, I missed Balaians gathering... Sob sob... anyway, after I ve moved house, maybe to arrange for a gahering to compensate my Balai frens.. hee... provided tt they wanna come all e way to Bukit Panjang lar... I think its not a problem to Bong & Su.. cos theyh stay @ Clementi.. Anyway, to be arrange again lar... hahaa....

Reached, needless to say, I continued my restaurant city aftr showered... felt very hungry.. but there s nothing to eat... called dear dear.. it was 8 pm then.. he said he gonna visit hs grandmother.. Well!!! Elderly more important. So I told him tt I ll wait for him to buy me dinner since nothing to eat @ home... Finally 9 pm.. M fainting soon... haha.. so cant wait le.. settled my dinner with some tea & simple egg fried rice... thiu.... very pathetic..hahaaa......

Ppl in ward bee askin me wat had happened to me... But m really very lazy to tell story all over again... "Kind of settled my problem le!" was my most superb answer... sigh!!!!

Watched ShengSiong show in evening... wah!!! a guy won 60000 plus dollars... still dare to say a bit disappointed.. wat a greedy man!!! How i wish that Zhong Qing will call me one day & say... "Congratulation!!! Its X1000 session.. Pls choose one!!"... hahaaa... I know!! Fat Hope... sigh...... At least, e minimum price tt I can win is X400 of wat I had spent... hahaaa....... really dreaming man!!!!!!

2009-06-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

finally i gotten an unit.. really finally!!!! & i like tt unit... only a primary school away from my dear dear's house.. hahaa.... so so happy!!! but my money all gone gone gone....

sigh sigh sigh!!!!

been in damn bad luck...

edmund hopes for a lady luck... a malay lady said she ll pray to e god for me.. sigh!!!!!

i dunno... m breathless... m confused.... i feel weak!!!!

been able to blog almost everyday.. haa... all thanks to my dear lenovo G430... muacks... love u!!!!

2009-06-24T12:23:00.002+08:00

been in damn bad luck recently... How I wish I ve my own house.. sigh...

1stly, 1ooo bucks gone cos of lock 471.. already a court case.. polive still investigating..

now had move to new unit for less than a month.. HDB said to move out within 1 week... wat e F!! its none of my business.. I didnt know tt e unit has been taken back by hdb... The owner never said anything... HELL!!! its really I DREAMED A DREAM... This s e hell tt m living now... sucks!!!!!

I really feel like hanging myself or cut my own wrist... Reality is really cruel to me.. Y??? wat ve I done wrong.... Gosh!!!!!

& my colleague... ??? dunno... really sucks!!! I really find tt its wrong for me to be not calculative... I must really ve my character change... soft-hearted is my gd point.. also my killing point.... sucks!!! helll.... FFFF......

2009-06-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

21 june 2009...

staying @ home.. doin nothing...
surf net, listen to music...
suddenly, I got a feelin tt having a computer is a HOLY SIN.... hhaaa...

Holy cos I can do necessary thing like checking email, find out things tt I dunno, and read news..

hahaa....

Sin cos I m gettin more addicted to facebook restaurant city, Boys over Flowers & youtube....

so much so tt I get to sleep @ 4 or 5 am every morning... sigh!!!!

like todae, I woke up @ 1.30 pm.. alamak!!! cos I slept @ 4.30 am... haaa..

Oh my god!!!! to own a computer is good, but if wrongly used, den e holy purpose of having a computer is deficit... lolx....

But m still glad tt i ve my lenovo G430... so love it!!!

my dear edmundo going to visit his uncle later on.. Sigh!! nowadays, health are so fragile.. just lie a low quality transparent vase... a virus touch, tts it... u lost e game... sigh!!
E recent H1N1 is a gd example of scary virus.. I find tt it is e same as SARS.. air borne spread.. But m confused, when Spore has zero record of H1N1 victims, e alert was like WOW!!!! Now, NUH has 2 confirmed case, but yet it s an orange alert.... Funny!!!

Few days back, my ward sister asked me if I wann volunteer to help out at emergency department.. I was like oh!! I wish to go.. @ e same time, I feel scared too... so I told my sister.. one day only?? She told me its for a month... Cant imagine how big was my eye.. heee...
so I said, ok, if u cant find volunteers, volunteer me lor!!!! thiu...

Wish me gd luck den... hahahaa......

2009-06-13T04:57:00.002+08:00

12 june 2009....

the day I gotten my very 1st own laptop... Lenovo G430... hee... I was like arghh... so unbelievable... finally its mine!!! hee... anyway, very fuuny.... I was able to convince e promoter to give me lots of free gift... haha... @ first was $899 for laptop only... no free gift... end up e guy gave me FOC upgrade from 2 Gb to 3Gb plus FOC mouse... I shoot him with a question: "Tell me ur cash prize.. lets be direct!!!"... hahaa.... e guy was like.. stunned I think.. haha...

Then he said: sorry! 899 lo for e model u wan..
Gusni : I want it lower!!
Alex : I asked my manager 1st

3 mins later...
Alex : Sorry! I cant lower e price.. instead, I give u free mouse, free upgrade, plus either free 4Gb thumbdrive or anti-virus... you choose!!

Gusni : I dun want!! I want lower price.. Cos m comparing ur brand & this brand..
(I showed him e paper)

Alex : Hold on, I asked manager...

2 mins later...
Alex : Sorry!! really cant help u..
Gusni: R u sure?? huh!!! well... okay!! I pay 899 bucks.. But I want all e free gifts which u told me earlier on... Upgrade to 3GB, free mouse, free 4Gb thumbdrive plus free anti-virus..
Alex : (In shocked!!) Errmm.... I ask my manager...

2 mins later....
Alex : Okay!! You win e game!!! hahaha....

There!! I got it... heee......

After I ve purchased e laptop, it was already 8.35 pm.. I gotta start my night shift @ 9pm.
thought tt M1 mobile broadband registration wun take long time, I went to queue up for registration.. who knows, Q for 5 mins later den I realized tt m actually getting e number only...

Alamak!!! my number was 1395... Currently serving 1371... Sweat!!!! Another 25 mins to night shift & m still at PC shows... hahaa..

As I walked to e actual counter for application, I never expect tt I m dare enough to approach one of e counter and said...."Sorry!! Can I jump queue pls?? I gotta start work @ 9 pm.. I didnt expect TT i still gotta wait for so long... e guy was kind enough to help me.. However, when he saw e number, he was dazed.. hahaa.... cos he knew tt my Q number was e freshest among all.. hahahaa.... But he s really kind enough to let me jump.. thiu...

With tt, m able to skip e waiting time.. so lucky...

rushed to NUH by cab.. still, late for 190 mins.. never mind....

COS I VE GOTTEN MY LAPTOP.... hahaaa.... wat a day....!!!!!!

2009-05-23T04:04:00.002+08:00

23 May 2009, 0405hrs.. e night is serene.. e room as cold as mortuary!!!! My pts all asleep.. One of them snoring away!!!

Guess wat m doin?!?!?!

Facebook Vampire Wars!!!

M addicted to it!!! It looks cruel!!!! But I like it!!! My God!!! Hope tt I wun turn brutal.. Not even a single second.. Hahahaa...

While ppl enjoying sweet dream, I was thinking to myself... Wat am I afraid of actually???

Been cursing my daddy!!! for not protectingme.. hahaa... sounds funny!!!! He s already a soul!!! Probably already turn into another form, I dunno..... But, It's damn unfair for me to take up his job as a father to support the family!!! I know M being bad.. But sometimes I just.. dunno!!! REMORSEFUL probably...

Sigh!!! I dun wanna compare myself to others!!! I really dun wish to.. Cos I know, once e comparison occurs, m far behind them... they r so so far ahead of me... Am I going to lead this kind of life ofr the rest of my life??? I REALLY DUN WAN!!!

I wanna shout!!! BUt whr to shout??? Singapore!! She is just a dot of a map.... WORLD... they just seem too far... I will never be able to reach them... Cos I will forever stuck to this tiniest dot of the world... I feel very suffocated!!!!

There s no "FAIR" in my dictionary anymore.... wat I ve got is just the damn it "My-FACT!!""......

I hate it!!! M F------ hate it!!!!

2009-03-15T20:27:00.004+08:00

I feel so blue now... When can my stress end???

life compiles of, basically, up + down... even when u r doin nothing -daydreamin- u r thinking of something.. & tt "something" is one of wat had happened to u.. Be it sadness, happiness, depression, etc....

For mine, I can only describe with one words.... "TERRIBLE".... I personally find tt my life never been really smooth... it consists more of down than up.... IT'S DAMN NOT FAIR... Why???? I tried my best to work very hard already.. Yet, this is wat i ve gotten..... A PILE OF SHIT!!!! dAMN IT!!!! Damn not fair........................................

Frankly speaking, I dun see my future at all.......... I ve no savings.... No plannin for my life... I dun dare to plan... Cos I know its goin to be useless... pointless.... & this drama is going to endless.... I HATE IT!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!

Always, I really find tt avoidance is not e solution to my problem... But wat can I do den avoid for most of e time??? Wat he siad is true.. No discussion in mhy family at all.... cos no one wanna to face e reality at all.... Or else, Her family wun be in Singapore till now... I feel like throw her family back to Indonesia.... But I cant bring myself to do tt.... why??? I hate myself...

Tears no longer stranger to me... he s my companion... when m alone... in the dark... any corner... any time...

Sometimes I asked myself... How can those people cut their own wrist??? wun they feel e pain? wun they feel tt it is very slow??? They are very brave... do they went off with any burden, other than their own problem???

WILL THAT HAPPEN TO ME ONE DAY????

No wonder free thinker is all over e world.. Cos is not exist at all.... My problem has never comes to an end....

2009-03-01T15:59:00.001+08:00

went to Singapore Zoo yesterday.. very fun!!! we ended up chit chattin & chilling with e zoo-keepers... orang utan keeper, elepahants, horse, snakes keepers.. hahahaaa...

feel like downloadin e pics here.. but very lazy.. see from my facebook.. plenty of pics there... lookin forward to go zoo again... so so so so much!!!!! hahaha.....

2009-02-15T22:34:00.001+08:00

Life is so full of unexpected!!! I'm know feel tt m in very very very difficult circumstances now... No matter wat, I know I can handle... Be strong GUSNI!!! u can do it.... Jia You....

2009-01-20T17:58:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming.. e feeling is there finally... compared to last week... heee.... probably e red packets are on their way to me.. lolx.. tts brag!!!!

I ve gotten a total of 9 days off in total.. sat sun no work... mon tues PH... wed, thurs and fri are my annual leave.. following tt is sat sun.. dun ve to work... heee... muahahahaaa.... so shiok!!!!

so.. whr shud i go for my cny visit?? How shud I plan??? headache!!! cracking my brain now.. dunno whr to go... probably let nature takes its course then.. my family in singapore with me this yr.. not going back to indonesia... too waste of money!!!!! i better saved it for my movie!!! lol.....

works getting fun at Day Surgery Ward... I really like this place... the feel of belonging is getting stronger and stronger... Unless Edmund is ready to let me be TAI TAI!!!! hahhahaaa....

Created FACEBOOK few days ago.. its fun!!! but its complicated too... cos so many function in there.. One of e function which i like e most is e tagging system... I so like to see my name appeared on my face, or somewhere near me when the icon is pointing on me.... hahahaa.. kind of kiddish... but I like it!!! hee....

Scolded a Doctor during work yesterday!!! kind od shudnt be doing so.. and kind of guilty... But e satisfaction outnumbered e guilts tt I felt... hahahahhaaa... Nurses are not inferior to e doctors at all.... not even to e Professor od Consultant.. As long as we, Nurses, know our work well even the doctors also gotta learn from us.. i damn hate those doctors who like to debate with nurses while its obvious tt they are e one in wrong.... sometimes really find tt nurses job is great.. Cos angels mar!!! But when comes to fault finding... this is e most suck job I ever seen... Crazy!!!! Cant doctors do mistakes too??? Grrr..........

Well till here then!!! gotta check on my patient now!!!! hee..... muackx..... bye!!

2008-10-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

i feel so damn guilty to family.. to my cashewnut and juan juan... i dun really accompany them much again;...

i like everytime also tt guy... sigh!!! but i kinda like it!!!! hahaa.. sorry guys!!! u wun angry wif me de hor!!!!

so happy!!! he actually invited me to join his vet click!!! hahaa.... finally finally!!!! and starting, i was worrying tt i may not be able to enjoy to e max wif them... but times proved all my worry are all extras.... hahhaa.... we ended up being loud together.... they played catching within a small playground... i was too tired to run. so i volunteer to be their photographer... heee... they hor!!! play till ppl shouted from upstair, asking them to keep their volume down... hahaha... actually if those ppl are in their grp, their ll kanna scold also de lor... cos its really fun... hahahaa....

my da bo is peeping me typing blog.. i shall stop here... hrmphx...!!!! bleahx....

2008-10-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

its been long since my last entry. Lots of things been happening around me. M no longer in Operating Theatre. My family moved to Singapore. to stay with me. To be honest, its a burden I damn felt it... but wat can I do??? I love them....

Not in OT, I moved to Day Surgery ward thou... its heaven there.. ppl there damn nice.. last night was our gathering... there are games, foods.... fun!!!!!! M the host... ahahaa.. after 2 weeks in Day Surg... M able to click with e rests easily... I like Day Surg... Guys!!! I love you all....

2008-03-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

Received an overseas msg from my sister.. her 2nd daughter's name is changed to Tan Miao Hui.. instead of Tan Shi Na.. lolx.. Do u see how big is e influence of a name of a person? Before e change, my niece cried everyday.. refused milk-feeding... refused to lie on bed.. After e changes, She drinks and sleeps like an "Initial-D" baby.. lolx... M happy for her..

Finally, the AMK industrial park temp job has come to an end.. luckily it ends early.. lolx.. or else, m gonna ve hypertension diagnosed.. All those callers are mainly aunties.. They r really gd in twisting.. think they were e champions of every long-breath cum lengthy communication competition.. when u told them One Marina Boulevard, they said " Oh!!! Marina Square arh!! I know how to go!!".... Then, when u said "alight at Raffles Place MRT", they ll tell u "is it city hall?? I think they r of e same stop.. but old name!!!"... Oh my god!!! How do they manage to combine e 2 TOTALLY DIFFERENT station as one?? oh man!!!

Some of them will tell me: "One Marina Boulevard?? I think u dunno how to go lar!!! I think i will alight at CIty Hall and walk to Marina Square..." Oh GOSH!!!! ........... No matter how many times I emphasize to them, saying tt Marina Boulevard and Marina Square are of 2 different building, they ll still say.. is e same wat!!! .......... I really and seriously hope tt M not like them when is time for ppl out there to call me auntie!!! hahahaaa..... damn JIat Lat!!!

Some of them will scold me for not knowing e place of function well.. I seriously think tt they like Marina Square too much.. probably it was e biggest shopping centre during their time..hahaa.. Marina Square, u gonna be rich soon.. hahahaa...

A lot of stories abt my workin experience as e hotline server there.. Xueyi, I think u r e most interested person to know.. hahaha!!!!! M I right to say tt????

Poly life had ended!!! wonderin if I ll miss those days anot?? hahaaa.... Think, I ll still like my secondary life more.. dunno y!!! prob cos of innocent!!! heeee....... I got my result le... gonna receive my transcript soon... I seriously hate those result.. it makes me inferior... compare to my GCE 'O'.. its really like comparing e size of peanut and watermelon.. sigh!!!!

Anyway, gonna start work soon... 7 april 2008.. M gonna be called as Staff nurse... heee. feel so proud!!!! M gonna handling all sort of instruments for all sort of operations.. Feel even more prouder... very high responsibility k!!! But I like this type of responsibility.. rather than to remember e condition of patients from admission till discharge.. oh my god!!!! give me a rest pls!!! hahahaaa..... Will I be a GOOD NURSE??? Hahaaa.. unknown!!!!! Well, wish me gd luck!!!! CHEERSS!!!!!

2008-03-15T16:37:00.004+08:00

feeling very tired!! my muscle is telling me tt they r getting old.. But sorry darling!! u cant stop working.. sorry to ve stretched u so much.. but i ve no choice..

I was wondering!! is this going to be my life??? work work work!!! i really wanna be e same as my cousins.. free from all worries.. go travel for free.. but from where shall I find her type of courage and spirit?? I dunno.. Sigh!!! Ppl said M gettin skinnier and malnutrition.. one way to advise myself.. i like to be skinny and slim gal..

How I wish I can go far from here.. to another place where no one actually recognize me.. start my life a new.. Together wif my love.. To start everything with an empty brain!!! MIGRATE!!! Tts e word... to where? Queensland?? yup!!! really wish to go there since young.. also Easter Island.. Gosh!!! I must be dreaming... Slap!!! Wake up, U gal!!! Reality is cruel!!! I hate it!!

The fact is tt:

1. I m poor..

2. I m a cow..

3. I love to smile, But dunno how bitter is my heart!!

4. I love my mum

5. I love my BF!!

6. I cant let go my family..

7. It is my family who r pushin me to the edge!!

8. THEY ARE MY FAMILY.. who share e same blood as me.. who derived from e same dna!!!

M I really going to be like this till old age??

"My Valentine".. Yes!! I like this song.. I like e meaning.. I like every word in this song.. But sometimes I do feel tt it kills me too.. Think m too emotional.. THEY GOTTEN MY HEART.. MY LOVE!!! So, they are my worry too..

Shanel : U r crazy, Gusni!! U r mad over marriage..

Gusni : Yes, I am!!! But I gotta wait for him.. he has got his education to complete.. his career to be build before me..

Shanel : Its a bit unfair!! U gotta wait for him.. and youth is precious..

The word "YOUTH" strikes me.. yes!! my youth is gone.. But, on second thought, My youth is not wasted on him.. rather than my youth is wasted on my family..

To wait for him is just an excuse.. E real and cruel truth is tt I gotta climb out of my family financial rubbish first before my own happiness.. it sounds angry.. but, NO!!! I hate my destiny.. Fate!!!! Grrrr.....

He s right!!! We can forget abt marriage.. abt future.. as long as e iron ball is still clinging on my feet... M confused!!! its complicated.. Sigh!!!!

2008-02-27T16:13:00.009+08:00

feeling giddy today when i woke up. bet it was e effect of after swimming @ Jurong East Sport Complex.. Ed said cos of too much chlorine absorbed. Oh gosh!!! too much chlorine in me.. can u imagine?? lolx.. so i never went to work todae.. sorry Ben!!!

Went to look for my niece in e afternoon when sickness improved.. She needs some nap.. so I brought her to Ed's house to orh orh.. no one @ home when M there.. So, A bottle of milk given.. Fan provided..And... ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!! there goes my niece.. she slept.. lolx.. baby s cute!!! I damn agree.. hahaaa...

She likes swimming.. tt s wat i can say.. heee... cos she was e person who enjoyed e trip to sport complex e most among ed, sukarno and me.. hahaa.. she screamed like hell.. m glad tt she likes it!!!

so, using comp now while my niece s sleeping.. heee.... checking for information abt kindergarten.. my sis wish to let my niece studying in s'pore... she verbalised tt she wanna give e best to her.. me too.. I hope tt I can bring my family to peace asap.. seems like we r still strggling for financial issue.. shit it!!!! I HATE $$$$$$$.... but we, humans, cant do anythign w/o money too.. sigh!!!! it is evil!!!! grrr.....

xue said sorry to me.... beth called me ytd.. she asked me if something had happened to me.. i said no.. she said,, bur ur blog.. in tt moment, i felt e warm she showed me.. m glad tt i ve few of such frens in my surrounding.. i love them all.. they know who they r.. hahaa.. a bird, meow meow, kitty, seikio, ping ..hahaa... they r my mistress.. heee...

oh, btw, as promised!!! baby's photos!!! hahaa.. my youngest niece @ E MOMENT..

Sherina s taking her bath in e morning!!

Oh!!! so cute.. eyes big cos of e flash???

After dressing up for CNY 2nd day

I seroiusly like this photo.. hahaa so chubby!!

This s wat will happen normally during Chinese New Year

CNY photo @ Collen's house..

2008-02-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

@ Xue's house now.. tupid juan & xue went down to play wif jon's doggie.. which i dun like e most.. i dun really like doggies actually.. but i dun mind to ve one.. hee.. cos ed s an animal lover.. sigh!!

overnite here tonight.. feel like seeing him a lot.. worry tt e feeling may ..... sigh!!! and also he s been calling me quite few times today.. or Did I missed call him in e 1st place?? e "MISS" multiplied.. i know he s been busy.. i noe i shudnt behave this way.. but we juz dun talk more than a minute.. few days has passed.. nothing improved.. he s been throwin temper at me too.. shouting on phone.. talk to me impatiently.. wats going on??? m tryin my best to control my temper.. but sometimes it juz burst.

m sad over ah-ma too.. she took care of me too.. i feel sad and sorry.. but tt doesnt mean tt this s e end of u & me.. a simple sms per day will do.. tt s wat m asking for.. but u r not givin it to me.. m lonely.. really!! probably m too pampered.. i dun wanna be loner.. juz by stayin by ur side & watching ll satisfy me too..

xue told me juz now...
Ivan : get gusni a psp.. den she wun disturb u..
U.. : No.. She dun play!!
Ivan : Den let her shops!!
U.. : She rather spend time sitting down & chat..

Yup!! u r rite, sweetheart!! tts me. i dun like to walk.. i dun like to shop.. i dun play game.. i dun like orchard road.. I like the pacific connection, starbucks, coffee bean.. M glad!!! M happy enuf!!! I MISS YOU...

2008-02-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

12.30 am now.. 19 feb...

m in e room.. waiting for his call.. but he never call.. guess he sad now!!!

dear dear!! i know u r sad!!! however, u must be strong!!! u r my edmundo.. my king kong!!! i love u like.... "lau su ai da mi"... hahaa.. be happy!!!

i really dunno wat to contribute to u.. to make u happy!! m sad to see u like tt too..

moreover, ur test is comin.. poly???

u gotta be strong, Mr Ang!!!! no matter what!!! u ve no choice!!! cos u gotta support ur mum..

p.s I Love You.....

2008-02-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

very happy!!! hahaa..

attachment over.. 1st february marks e end of my poly life.. hahaa.. so i rushed back to balai on tt day itself.. hee.. for new year..

house cleaning for 5 days.. erm.. nope!! 6 days.. hee.. from throwing rubbish to blah blah.. hee.. very busy!!! I like Lunar New Year!! cos many many many ang bao!!! hahahaa....

my sis gave birth to a baby gal.. so cute!!! she ll cry every 2.5 hrs.. cos she s hungry.. hee. so punctual!!! I got e plaesure to name e baby again.. since e 1st baby gal is Sherrissa Florencio Tan Shi En, I named e 2nd baby gal as Sherina Tan Shi Na.. hhaaa... so much alike!!! I like it.. Show u e pics some other day!! yipee!!

Came back to S'pore on 3rd day of CNY.. went to Ed's father side gatherin.. followed by Colleen's house.. then dinner with xue, juan, ivan and Ed.. as usual!!! hahaa... we ate sakae sushi in the end, after a lengthy thought and discussion of wat to eat..

and finally, today s e 4th day.. went for lunch with ed's grandma, then my cousin gathering.. feel so so so busy.. hahaa.. i like tt..

planning to go back balai again with edmund for our 2nd VALENTINE!!! hahaha.. how time flies!!! its our 2nd Vday.. it means we r together almost 2 yrs le.. 25 March!!! I ll remember tt forever.. heee.. so sweet!!!

was using Ed's new laptop!! he very silly!!! bought new laptop but never use it.. he said he wanna let me use it before him.. hahaa.. silly but sweet!!! I love you, dear dear!! muackx..

Xue!! i read ur blog.. hahaaa.. den I realize tt we got e same SpongeBob monopoly set.. hehee.. but urs is e original one I suppose.. cos I bought from pasar malam de.. Muahahaa...

I wanted to post all nice nice photos so much.. update my frenster too.. but is getting late.. and I'm.. (yawn!!!) very tired le!!! wanna orh orh ler.. shall blog again of got time.. hahaha.. cos time s $$$$$$.. hahhaaa..

2007-11-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

RAIN DROPS FALLING ON MY HEAD.. la la.. la la la la la la la la!!!

hahahaa.. tts wat been happening for e past few days.. but I like it!! I like e rain drops sounds.. I like e weather!! so soothing!! hrmm... feel like dozing off. hahaa.. Balai trips is over.. But I m still in e fun of balai trip.. hahaha.. so relax!! get to play wif my nieces.. run abt e house to get them chase after me.. hahaa.. so childish am I???

A week of PRCP had over too.. Sort of disappointed wif e placement!! I dun really like it. Cos its an Ortho ward.. I WANT A&E... Ortho too quiet for me le.. sob sob.. all patients are basically bed bound.. gotta serve them for all.. including e most basic bedpan.. rahhh!!!!!! Luckily e ITE students were there to help me.. or else I ll be busy to death.. I promised!! No jokes!! imagine u serve bedpan one after another!! its crazy.. hahhaaa..

but, overall is quite fine... Sigh!!!!

Yesterday, Monday, I supposed to go for afternoon shift. But SHIT!! I went for mornig shift. & worked till 1 pm then I realized tt I had gone for e wrong shift!! lolx..Tts how blur I am.. thiu...

I learnt a lot from this posting.. learnt how to chase after doctors for aurored appointments, pass reports in more professional way & behaviour.. serve medicines with all usage at my fnger tips.. Rahh!!!!! M sort of regards myself as a real registered nurse.. Is it gd or bad news?? u guys decide urself ba.. m not free for this. hahaha... Went to learn swimming with Beth on last Friday.. it proves tt Im scared of water.. man!!! how to go for skies like tt.. sob sob!!! We hire a gd coach for free.. lol... gonna meet up with this coach again! so lookin forward.. not bcos of e coach.. but skies is gettin nearer to me!! ahhahaa... then went for nite cycling with edmund, beth & er jie on last Saturday.. hee.. Fun!!! very fun... but my buttocks suffer a lot.. hahaha.. it was an 8.5 hrs of cycling, from east coast to changi village, then vice versa.. hahahaha..... Poor Pelvis Bone!!!!

Think Ivan ll never read my blog de.. Xue Xue!!! lets plan for a Bday surprise for Ivan!!! hheeee.... Juan Juan!! I ll be calling u later after bloggin... bleahx... wait for me!!

2007-11-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

king kong is bathing now.. lol.. he s feeling very unwell.. M very worried!! enuf le!!!! m very scared!! i dunno why... i shud tell myself tt nothing is going to happen to him thou.. cos aladdin says: "Ur order is my command.." So pls!!

actually wanted to go back to balai de.. but i missed e last ferry. sigh!!! so I gotta go back with 1st ferry le tmr.. gotta wake up early.. arrrr!!!!!! TIRED!!!!

I had lunch at Tinas house.. She hold a buffet at her house.. hahhaa.. delicious!!! I like e spicy chicken. Nice!!!! They cooked themselves one u know??? so li hai!!! Then saw her niece's youngest son.. he is a toddler.. so cute and chubby!!! I pinched him.. lolx.. the his mum and e rests dunno.. hahahaa.. cos he dunno how to voice out!!!

den went edmund's cousin's house.. so nice.. so comfortable thou e renovation not done yet.. I start to imagine my pretty house again.. thiu!!!

I finally met xue & juan. hahah. so happy.. and we basically eat and eat and eat.. hahaha... we went to 'White Dog Cafe'.. so cute cyah e name of e restaurant.. I had seafood baked rice, Dory fish for Xue & Stewed Salmon for juan.. Oh plus a spring roll, which I keep on calling it popiah.. hahahaa.... den we went all e way from vivo to bugis for our dessert.. so ENG!!! hahaa... I love u guys... muackxx

2007-11-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

sigh!!! was checking PRCP schedule. but isnt out yet.... so xian!!! Janis knows tt she is going to ward 53 le... i dunno yet!!! zhou juan went to A&E... me ler?? sigh.......

I do hope tt m going to emergency too. or else, operating theatre also can. cos I really dun wanna do ward.. Aaargghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

my bf and his father were listening to amway cd now.. lolx... the speaker very funny.. but also very you muo sui.. he s a very good speaker.. ahhahaa...

go go amway!!! I WANNA GO FOR FREE TRIP!!! JIA YOU, GUSNI!!! YOU CAN DO IT!! ahaaa...

recently quite tiring la... cos ed's ah-ma hospitalised.. diagnosis is confidential.. tt s wat i learn from my diploma.. hahaa... xueyi le... sigh!!! be strong, darling!!!! I lurve you...

to my EDMUND:

i love you, dear dear..

thou ppl said I shudn't stick to you so much, But I cant help it!!! grrr.....

sorry for being so selfish.. ahhahaaa....

But, I know u dun mind rite?? cos u love me.. hhehehee...

2007-10-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

tired tired and ... again.. TIRED!!!

Thou its a holiday, which suppose to be a relief, I dun ve e holiday mood still.. Sigh!! Cos my life is all abt work and work and work.. Sad!!!

24 hrs is just not enuf. Will ppl ask for 72 hrs if granted 48 hrs per day?? Lolx.. silly thought!!!

Attachment over.. Exams over too..

I finally cleared up all my papers.. I did my HS 3107 sub-paper alone.. Shit!! Cos no one failed e paper.. MC fault!!!But I like it.. ahaa.. Gotten all results!! so satisfied with it thou GPA only 2.3+.. Thiu..

I like Emergency Department postin.. Its so cool.. lolx.. m sort of went thru all sort of posting.. and yup!!! I LIKE ED!!!! hahahaaa... But, well.. Operating Theatre is fun too.. get to see lots of... WOW.... stuffs!! ACL, removal of screws, wound debidement, etc... too many to be mentioned.. hahaa... How I wish tt I ll be posted only to these 2 places.. cos its cool!! hahaa..

Holiday started!! my days are simply workin days.. sorry buddy(XUE & JUAN) for neglecting u guys!! we gonna ve an outing soon, arent we?? hahaa... 4th Oct.. we r comin!!

Called Beth few times. Thinking of meeting her up.. kind of miss her anyway. lolx.. but recalled tt she went to Thai.. My poor Darling starts work le.. @ Republic Poly.. He kinda like it. M happy for him.. every end of dae is e time for him to relax & get excited as he starts his reflection of e day.. hahaa.. Gambatte, Dear!!! I lurve you..

Joinin some MLM company 4 mths ago.. doin fine.. hahaa.. cos dreaming to be as free as possible from all sort of stress.. hahaa.. gonna receive my 500 plus bonus soon in comin 15 oct. Yipee!!!

M dreaming higher to achieve higher.. lolx... I wanna Amway to bring Edmund & me to travel around e world free.. All expenses paid by Amway, even the money tt I spend.. hahahaa....

Next yr free trip is JAPAN!!! qualifiers gonna follow Amway to Kyoto, Nara, Kobe and Osaka..

M COMING, JAPAN!!! Wish me gd luck and all e best.. hee.... muackx..

2007-09-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

i wanna thank Edmund, Xueyi, Juan Juan and Ivan for celebrating my business. lolx.. cos they celebrated for me my birthday.. actually I got an entry before le.. but I jus dunno why it gone.. sad!!!

anyway.. xue & juan really surprised me a lot on tt day.. haha.. mushroom pot, movie and oreo SwissBake cake.. haha.. ish all planned de.. cool!!! thank you guy.. muackx..

2007-08-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

its been long since my last blog

and my birthday is drawing nearer and nearer.. lolx...

I DUN WANT!!!!

It basically says that I m getting older le.. sob sob!!!!

Sigh!!!! Exams also drawing nearer.. hahaa... but luckily, its my last nursing examination..

HAHAHAAA...

Man!!!! 9 books for 4 papers.. shit!!! wah kao!!!!! CAn u imagine?? NINE books le.. piang!!!!

Can I just burn it and drink it like e holy-water which my mum force me to consume?? Lolx..

E next thing I know, my mum will say "U r safe!!".. hahhaaa...

My mum loves me lot.. muackx... I lurve u too, mummy!!!

cos of exams, Xue & Juan celebrated for me my birthday in advance.. come to think of it, I shud ve used to it le!! Sigh.. every semestral exams fall on my birthday.. hence, no peacefully-celebrated birthday party for me for e past nursing course.. Sad!!!

However, I did enjoy it lar!! Cos its a surprise!!! hahhaa.. Xue & Juan brought me to "MUSHROOM POT" on Monday, 13 August.. Ivan & my hubby were there too..

Cool!!! Assorted and variety and wide range of mushrooms are served..

Haaa... Edmund & Juan were arguing regardin name of a specific mushroom.. Erm.. Golden mushroom?? or Straw Mushroom?? hahhaaa.. so cute!!! Finally, Xue & Ivan came to join us.. we had fun!! we took silly pics too... but all with Juan as she wanna use her new digital 7.2 pix samsung camera given by her attachment boss.. hahhaa.. E boss trying to psycho her and ask her to go back to his company after graduation.. I KNEW IT!!!!

anyway, I ll post it once I got it from Juan Juan..

after Mushroom Pot, We went to Cinneleisure.. Let me tell you!! its all planned!!! M e only one who silly silly de follow them here and there.. lolx... we went there for neo-prints.. e only thing which is unplanned I suppose.. then they were discussing whether to or not to watch movie.. but funny le!! we r not there to shop, but keep on up with e escalators.. ahahaa... I smell something fishy.. so I asked Ed.. why they keep goin up?? it really puzzled me.. then e next thing i know is that we were at e top floor le.. suddenly Ivan jumped out with 5 movie tickets on his hands.. Its "RUSH HOUR 3".. hahaa.. they planned for movie earlier on le.. so sweet!!! I was like so delighted.. so gay!!! so so so happy!!! hahhaaa.. I must thanked them a lot a lot a lot..

Story doesn't end here.. I know m a bit naggy.. but u must carry on readin it!! hahhaa.. no skippin!!

then we ve a walked to Ngee Ann City.. @ e basement 2, Xue & Ivan (booshed!!!) disappeared.. I thought Ivan got stomacache and went to toilet.. then Xue accompanied her.. so I carry on browsin in cold storage lo.. who knows Juan's phone rang... Xue asked us to find her.. We were playin hide & seek.. hint!!! they are outside AJISEN RAMEN...

So, Ed, Juan & me went to look for them.. Outside Ajisen Ramen, I heard a birthday song being sang.. I turned.. I saw Ivan & Xue leaning on e wall with a bithday cake on e wooden chair.. Man!!! So touch.. ahahhaa... its a "Oreo-Cheese Bday Cake!!"

Its all planned!!! Its all planned... hhahahaha... muackx.. I lurve u all guys!!! u make me so happy on my "2_ Bday"..

2007-07-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

Its 10.50 am now.. M sitting in the E-plaza.. as usual, KILLIN TIME!!! sigh...

Kint asked me to update my blog.. lolx.. seems like ppl keep on chasing after me for my blog.. cos m too lazy to update lo... hahaaa...

Just finished a tutorial.. earlier on was a Clinical Lab make-up lesson.. Is like OH MAN!!! my attendance like shit k!! hahaa.. Cos every module also got absenties.. grrr!!!! well.. of all modules, my HS 3033, HS 3034 and my HS 3107 are in danger zone.. cos hittin 85% soon.. Will I ever be debarred?? Ohno... pls help me, angel!!! Bless me!! Wake me up early in e morning!!! so tt I wont be late to school in the next 5 weeks.. hahhaaaa....

Mas said tt she gonna buy me a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG alarm clock.. but it seems like an empty promises.. Sob SOb sOb!!!!! My Hp alarm is not power enuf to wake me up.. Oh my!! Can u imagine how PIGGY I M??? sigh....

No wonder I like pinky piggy .. Cos m one of them... grrr....

Hee... watched "TRANSFORMER" last night wif my hubby.. lolx... (well, I self-claimed tt he is)..

Is like so nice can anot?? so thrilled.. so excited.. so so so so ..... ai yah!!! NICE LOR!! hahahaa....

imagine I got tt type of car.. wah kao!!! I dun need driving license man!!! hahahaaa....

Kint jio me to watch another time of "TRANSFORMER".. hee... will I wanna watch.. hrm... maybe not lar!! cos watch movie actually very expensive.. tt s why I like to go to JB to watch.. hahhaa.. RM6 on wednesday..

....

OH yeah!!! very qiao hor!!! I bumped into xueyi yesterday at Bugis while m waiting for my HB down there.. me after school.. & he after reservice... Lucky I saw Xue lar.. Or else, I ll bored to death.. HB late to meet me.. sob sob!!!

hrmm.... outing with Xue & Juan soon... crazy crazy crazy!!!! ahahahaa... miss u guys... muackx...

Oh yeah!! forgot to tell u guys tt Kint sittin next to me.. tt s why I must write a very long long long entry... hahahaaa.....

2007-06-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

over at Xueyi's house... waiting for juan juan.. thiu!!! wat a relax day actually.. but blow keep on engulfing me.. leaving me with no peace!!! WHY!! why eveytime like tt de?? so many things to think of.. sigh!!! why life so full of thought de??? make me headache only.. M glad tt I do have few ppl who really care & concern abt me.. I love them... Guys!! U know who u r...

No matter what!!! I must say sorry to my dear Ed... he suffers so much cos of me.. busy so much in order to help me.. fittin his time into my schedule to shower me with love and care.. discard e word "LONELY" from my dictionary..

Dear, u know wat i meant rite??? For things tt happen lately, I really dun wish it to happen.. It seems involving lots of ppl.. m stress.. I dun even dare to feel angry.. & I also dun dare to be e middle man.. seems like M one of e accuse too..

Dear, u must be scratchin ur head.. thinkin why m bringin u so many trouble.. But, My deepest apology!!! I dun wanna it to happen too!!!

Love u....

2007-06-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of term break gonna over soon.. How time flies!! I was busy enuf wif stuffs like my sis, my niece, my bro and e most appreciated Genting Trip.. hahaa...

2 days before term break start, I was on MC.. Diagnosis: Tension Headache..

I was cryin whole wednesday night.. cant really sleep well.. got a shockin news from Mama.. both nieces plus my bro were suspected to ve malaria.. stress over their health, medical money and e danger, I broke down.. Thursday, I was absent from school.. but went back for Project presentation.. Friday, absent too..

Friday, one of my niece came to Singapore, to KKH.. As I worried e most, she was hospitalized..
Saturday, My Sis came to Singapore, together with my bro, cos of her daughter being hospitalizes.. And, unexpectedly, she was admitted too for over-dehydrated during pregnancy.. OH MY!!! Luckyly my bro was given some medication w/o admission. I was very busy since friday till monday.. 4 days!! enuf to killin me softly.. However, to my relief, they all fine after that and back to Indonesia on Tuesday.. Sigh!!!!

To relax myself, I went to Malaysia as planned.. together with Edmund.. Wow!!! really GAY!! hahaa... But, probably due to e accumulated tiredness, I was down with severe diarrhoea.. Can u imagine? I phrrakkkk for 5-6 times in a night, from 2 am till 9 am... my first night in KL gone just like tt.. no curry, no milk, no iced water... no joy!! sigh..

2nd day, set off to Genting!! hahaa.. still phraakkkk-ing.. all e way till e very last day whereby m prepared to go back to Singapore.. Wah lao eh!!! Sigh!!! is like duh...

talk abt Genting, I ve only one comment.. "I ll go again!!!".. hahahaa... is so much of fun down there.. heee... I played rides.. I ve e cloud brush thru me.. i breath in those freshest mountaineous air.. hahaa.. really feel like going again.. I went to casino too.. hee.. now then I can understand why are there so many gamblers around e world.. cos when u r so focused and into e game already, ur butt is really like being painted wif super-glue.. u sit to e chair so firmly, so much so that u really dun wanna stand.. and tt s when u start to get urself into trouble.. haha.. plus stress and sweating..

well.... photos session!!!!

Petaling Market, at Chinatown of Kuala Lumpur

Batu Caves!!! Very nice right?? u gotta climb up man!!

See!!! I climb untill I "neng"

Twin Tower

I really lost my way there!!!

We took Transnasional bus to KL

M Takin photo with e FOUNDER of Genting

Genting in its miniature look...

Rock climbing at GentingNot to forget!! The good food there!!! Yummy..

My dear is trying to imitate!!

But I won the Imitation Competition!!

ILLUSION!!!! pshhh!!! M vanish into air..

Trust me!!! He is acting cute!!! Lolx....

M resting in a tea-cup..

We outside the Out-Door Theme Park!!!
Tickets for 2!!! Ripley's Believe It Or-Not.... And Haunted Pontianak!!

One of e Ripley's collection.. Fish wears specs too.. hahaa.. believe it or not??

2007-05-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

OH!! Finally I found it!!! lyrics of my favourite song.. hahaaa

THE GIFT (Jim Brickman)

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true.

Sitting by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone
and baby I found you.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart

You gave your love away
and I'm thankful every day
for the gift.

Watching as you softly sleep
What I'd give if I could keep
Just this moment
if only time stood still.

But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart

You gave your love away
And I'm thankful every day
for the gift.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart

You gave your love away
I can't find the words to say
That I'm thankful every day
for the gift.

Hope that u guys will like it too!! ahahaa..

2007-05-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

no work today.. no clinic no suntec!! lol... so bored!!! i wanna earn a lot a lot of money.. but chances to work is always low.. so xian!!!!

well.. Today's weather kind of not bad!!! How I wish that I ll b determined enuf to go for a run.. ish trainin actually.. haha.. cos NAPFA test in another 2 days time.. grrr!!! eat till 23 yr old still gotta do NAPFA test.. is like hello!!! wat duh!!! Sigh.....

Eh!!! come to think of it, lot of ppl get sick recently.. ED, my roommate, DAmei, etc... is it weather's fault?? because heavy rain and sunny day within a day...so funny!!! now my roommate s coughin.. so poor thing!! Never mind!! I shall buy her some medication then..

Oh yeah!!! guys!! Jux wanna share a gd news wif u guys.. My sis is pregnant.. yipee!!! I had been long for a nephew.. Cos i already got 2 nieces le.. so, hopefully I can buy lots of baby blue gifts for my sis 8months later.. lolx... Eh!!! 8 mhs later?? is like january la.. Hope tt this baby born in somewhere 12 january.. lolx.. cos it s Ed's birthday..

OMG!! i feel so xinfu lar!!! hahaaa... but too bad!!! my father s not there wif us to share the joys.. He supposed to be a xin fu grandpa too... sigh!!!!

lets drop tt topic!! My school work been hell lately!! so many projects to do... and I gotta rush for all lar!! Ahhhhhh..... kind of stress!! 3033 perioperative projects, 3033 nursing project, 3034 management projects, 3034 community health project and my 3053 exhibition project.. Grrrrr!!!!!! Luckily, I ve passed my 3054 clinical laboratory skill test. I must say tt I m just too fortunate le.. Cos most of my classmates failed cos of those very strict and grumpy old lecturers.. lolx... sometimes I find school teachin very sucks!!! cos different lecturer teaches different stuff.. sigh!!!! so, we -students- always suffer during skill test.. FUNNY!!!!!!

2007-05-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

feel like to blog very much de... after readin pris' blog syndrome..

hahhaa... however, i didnt manage to blog a proper entry!!! grr...

cos of beth and my lao gong!! Ahhhh......

busy msn wif them till really cant blog!!! see... e thing is bling bling again!! they are msn-ing me.. gotta reply le.. or else they ll box me de!!! sob sob!! poor poor me!!

oh!! before i end e blog...

Hei, dearie grp 8!!! Beth wanna me call her babes!! hahaha.. and i ve decided to start callin her "punk babe".. lol... dun ask me e meaning of "PUNK".. coa i also dunno.. hahahaa...

gotta sleep le... its 2 am le...

Nightie KING KONG!!!! loves you... muackx....

ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz...........!!!!!!

2007-05-06T04:24:00.000+08:00

very bored!!

wondering how gd it ll be if time s adjustable..
wat if life can have many many NGs??

Answer is:
"No more MISTAKE in our dictionary"

hahaa... silly thinking!!

well!!!
I was sitting next to my sleeping roommate.. using her comp to blog!!
She s a very shy and stressful lady.. lol.. but easily get hurt!! I really feel gd in front of her sometimes. cos she ll always say "thnks Gusni!! u really help me a lot!!! And I owe u a lot too!!" hahaaa.. do u feel great when somebody says tt to u? Hmm... so, do help ur fren more often... lolx....

Wowow... its been long since my last entry again.. as usual.. hahaa..
My fren had been askin for my entry again..
I actually wish to share with u guys photos..(as usual too!!) But e photos are all with Ed..
Its my niece photos. trip to Jurong Bird Park.. Is my 1st time being there too...
Really unique.. I saw lots of different types of birds.. penguins.. and eagles.. & owls.. oh man!!! Its cool... So, I shall upload the photos some other days for u guys to see..

Last SUNDAY was my buddy's BDAY.. i din give her a proper surprise.. M kind of guilty!! BUt I really hope tt she has everything she wanna.... thou its very very late, i still wanna wish u HAPPY 13 BIRTHDAY, XUE!!! M always glad tt i ve u as my buddy!!! hahaa.. dun worry!! i ll miss u very often de.. bleahx..

hei!!! frens out there.. m 3rd year le.. hahaa.. very happy tt m a 3rd year student le.. cos graduating soon.. but its also a tough semester.. full of projects and stuffs.. in which it suffocates me a lot.. Arrrggghhhh....
This semester kinda "operating" or "surgery" semester.. cos study lots of critical stuffs.. like how to handle burn, which can be understand from different stages of burn.... casting... SCRUB hands before surgery.. i learn how to don operating suit... it sounds as easy as.."Wear it up lar!!"... But, trust me.. its not tt simple.. we, student nurses, are tested on tt.. some people failed the skill test in doning operating gown before.. cos its simply complicated.. haa.. wish tt i can explain it here.. too bad!!!

Overall, nursing course is an interestin course.. I realy like it a lot!! But, lots of stuffs make me hesitate to stay in nursing line after my contract..!!! but question is.... will i like e job after nursing?? willl i regret if i quit nursing after my contract?? Sigh!!! tt s human being I suppose.. Indecisive!!

2007-03-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

hahaa... finally got comp for me to tag again.. yipee!!! OPSss!!! not to tag... its to blog.. lolx.. Effect of after tagging hanyan's tagboard.. thiu...

well.. I wanna wish my JUAN JUAN Happy 21st Birthday in advance.. Cos scared I wont ve comp to wish her on actual day, 01 april 2007, .....April's fool 2007..... so, better be early than later..

Eppie Bday 2 euu...

Yeppi Brtdae to U...

Happy Birthday to .. "Maow Maow"....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!

Can hear my singing, juan juan??? lolx...

Talk abt her, well... its really my first time to see ppl blog abt teacher's message to ex-student.. hahaha.. Juan, did Ms lim pay u any parkin fee?? thiu... but, clever u!! save so many sms $$$... hahhaaa...

hrmpx... 25 march 2007... its a very merry day!!!!

My pay day.... My colleague's son's Bday.... SHIKIN's Bday.... and most importantly, our 1ST ANNIVERSARY..... Hahaaa... Happy One Year, dear!!!!

My buddy, Xueyi and Juan, were e first ppl to call me up and tag me to wish me happy happy 1st anniversary.. hahhaaa.. Xueyi even asked for hong bao from me.. hee.. dun trust me?!?!? check wif e tag board next to this column here lo!!! hahahaa..

WE, edmund and me, went to Singapore Zoo for our celebration.. yipee!! it was his target to bring me there... And HE DID IT LE!! It was a very tiring yet fruitful trip!! Hahaa..

At the outer entrance of Singapore Zoo

Trust me!! Its relli veri hooot hooot hooot... Look at how i squint my eyes!! Whah....!!!!! killing man!!! M sweat sweat sweat..

Taken during payment.. Hahaa.. $$20/person.. Hahaa.. Admission+unlimited tram rides..

Hahaa.. look at those Sunbears!! they r waitin for me to throw hotdog.. Shhhh!!!

The giant ANACONDA!!!.. Shhhrrrr!!!!!

Oh my!!!!! e giraffe

Presenting to u.. the fiery WHITE TIGER...

Poiing.. poiing.. Our lovely Kangaroo...

Oh!!! This s Inuka.. the very first polar bear born in Singapore.. He s swim swim.. And, OMG!!! He s rude.. showing off his back side... smack smack!!

Wow... he s as tall as 3 metres..

Inuka's mother... Shiba!!! Sigh.. she s dying.. Sob sob!!!

Funny!!!! We saw this signboard b4 polar bear...

We took photo with deer?? Goat?? dunno...!!!

SOS!!!! Ed kena swallow by Lion bone...

ZZZzzzzzz..... a tiring day!!!!!

We went for sumptous dinner

KUISHIMBOO!!!!!!

We celebrate for whole day... from 10 am plus till 10 pm plus.. hahahaa.. shiok!!!! But I found a big whole on Ed's and my pocket... rahhh......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Sigh... finally i managed to sign in again... I forgot my password!!!! Then now retrieved le!!! yipee....

well... a lot of things to share... hahaaa...

Below are e checklists:::::

1. Chinese Lunar New Year 2007

2. River Hongbao

3. My IMH posting.. lolx...

I went back to Balai for lunar new year.. hahaa.. so happy!! My mummy cooked for us simple reunion dinner.. No steamboat!!! Sob sob!! Cos, traditionally, we shudnt ve big celebration in respect to my daddy.. But, I enjoyed e dinner anyway.. cos got m favourite "SUAN" vegetables.. hahahaa....

Mummy was very angry before e dinner cos I never help her to prepare.. I was sleeping after reaching Balai from Singapore.. SORRY, MUMMY!!!

I went out wif frens... visits.. and lots lots lots of fun.... :) Below are some of my female frens... hahaaa... Suriana, Kristina and Oktafia.. bleahx...

This CNY was very meaningful to me... cos I got extra celebration.. hhaa... wif Ed's family and relatives.. Ed went to Balai to join me on 2nd day of CNY.. together, we came back to Singapore on e 3rd day for his father's side's CNY gathering.. oh man!!! So so so fun!! It was a ver crowded party... hahaa... not only 3 generations gathering.. ITS 4 GENERATION GATHERING!!! Thiu..... From great-grandmother to great-grandchildren.... Heeee..... nah!!!! show u e pics!!! Heeee....

This is taken at my house in Balai... hahaa...

This one taken outside function room of Ed's auntie's condo

Finally, E photo of 4 generation!!! hahaha...

Then.. Few days later, Ed brought me to Singapore River Hong Bao.. hahaaa...We like KFC during River Hongbao

Singapore River Hongbao 2007

Hahaha.... Lets appreciate the gevernment's effort for this year!!!!

The 12 Zodiac of Chinese Tradition

This is RAT

The Ox

Oh my!! Fiery Tiger...

Sweetie Rabbit

Humongous Dragon

Slippery Snakey

Horsey

The Goat

Monkey

Chicky chicky

Dooogggggg....

Piggie...

And... We are Rats!!!!

And.... this guy is so big big big big size.. OMG!!! Can somebody offer him slimming package please?!?!?

Not long after... I went for my attachment at IMH, which stands for Institute of Mental Health.. Haha... People shocked tt m going to tt hospital.. Cos... u know lar ar!!! I dun really like this posting.. cos ~~~~~~~~~ I DUN LIKE IT!!!!!! How I wish tt I can tell u my experience... but, i cant.. too bad!!! Cos of profesional behaviour... hahahaa... Confidentiality!!!!!

But, as a whole, I DUN LIKE IT!!!!!

2007-02-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

Memoirs of "GUSNI"

This s like..... erm.... oh man!!! Donkey years ago of me.... Hahahaa... before Ed and me got any chemistry.... Hahahhaaa.... only normal fren!!!!!

I was like this a year ago.. Weeks before with Edmund :) Oh yeah!! On his ORD night.. I went to his ORD parade... hahahaa...

This s also before with him wor!!!!

This s after with him of cos... hahahaa.... First time in my life to dye such colour!!

This s probably few weeks after dye my hair

And this s after my hair colour started to fade off.. lolx... Pics taken during my 2006 Bday celebration with my Sec buddies.. Xueyi, Hanjuan, Tat Fung, Ivan, Chay Ann, Meng Hwee.... And most importantly, my boyfriend, Edmund Ang.....

Oh my gosh!!! This s me after much serious thought and "San Se".... I finally decided to short short my hair.. lolx....

Hahaaa... During the ASEAN Football Championship of "LIONS VS TIGER"... hahaaa...

Can see the flag on my face ??

OH MAN!!!! CAN YOU SEE THE TWO DIFFERENT ME?? LOLX....

2007-02-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Finally!!!!!!!!

The photos which I wanna share with you guys.... hahahaaa...

Kallang Stadium B4 the "Lions VS Elephant" match

In the Mid of the match, Thai s walked out of the field after the Malaysian referee granted a penalty to Lions

Singapore's Lions s awaiting for the Elephants to be back to the field

While they are either bickering or awating, we are enjoying taking photos.. Hahahahaa!!!

Finally, THE VICTORY!!!!!!!

And YUP!!!!
Remember I told you before??!!

I set up a fish tank while I was suppose to study for exams

Damei behind the fish tank.... GOTCHA!!!!!

And a pair of lovely bird behind the tank..... Yipeee!!!!

Can see the fish??? lolx....

Today s Paper 2117 examination eve.. Lolx.. see wat m doin here?? hahaa.. M busy bloggin!!! This paper has got 40 lectures to be studied.. And m stuck at lecture 18!!!! Peilin.. Get ready to Titanic... hahahaa..

Hopefully my ICA project will pull my marks up.. Thiu..

Sen ah!!! Jiu jiu wo ba!!!! Arghhh...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sigh.......

w/o comp really torturin...
frens keep on askin me whr s my updated blog??
say i nvr update de

its not i dun wanna update..
but no comp le....

well... let me write a long blog now...

its been long since my last blog...

so, this long entry s for all my frens who keep on askin for new blog..
hahahhaaa......

recently i went to lots of places.. and did lots of new experience..
like watching live soccer match...
Lions VS Tiger...
Lions VS Elephant(Thailand)...
hahahaa.....

It was a very excited match.. I shouted till I got sore throat..
End up MC and antibiotics for e throat.. lolx....

never expect tt it wud be so much of fun to watch real match.. probably cos u r engulfed by e atmosphere which really tense u up... thiu...
U can see lots of ppl angry.. shout.. laugh.. jump.. sad.. disappointed.. and SCOLD REFEREE..
hahahaa....

words like:
"Referee KAYU!!!!"
"BUTO"~~~ Malay vulgar (not a very nice word, but i dunno e meaning)
"Ole..... ole ole ole!!!!"
"We want goal!!! we want goal!!!"
etc....

very fun and ..... yeah!!!!! Fun...
hahahaa....

and i had my face painted wif S'pore flag... lolx.... so fun...
I have e pics on my phone.. but dunno how to transfer to comp le... xian!!!
or else, i wud ve posted it up and share wif frens...
hahaha....

oh yeah!!! shikin watched e game too... but s e "Lions VS Elephant" de game...
hahaha.....

& in e long run, Singapore won e title of "Asean Football Champion"
Oh my god!!!! Happy for them.... hahahhaa....

& something shocked!!!! Lionel Lewis speaks mandarin too..
Oh man!!! Shockin news.. hahaha.....

back to months ago, probably, I brought edmund's family to Balai...
Hee.... so GAY!!!!
His papa, mama, ah-ma and twin sisters...
thiu...

They had so much fun tooo.... cos its really a budget trip..
ticket ~ $ 44... Hotel~ $ 20+... Foods= $$cheap... etc...
Most importantly, my mum met with his parents.. haha
This is so called "MEET PARENTS SESSION"... lolx...

We been to temples, beaches, pasar malam which s totally different from S'pore, on Becak ride ~ Trishaw ride....

so fun fun fun fun fun........................!!!!!!!!!

We even had our ride on wooden big big gigantic bus...

hahahaa..... and ish like less than $50 to book e bus for whole day..

and ish like we can squeze in 30 to 40 plus humans... ahahhahaa

Veriiii cheeeeeaaaaaaaaaaapppppppp!!!!!!!!!!

Following are some pics to share with u guys.. hahahaa...

ermmm........ wat else can i telll u guys ar???

Let me think!!!!!!!!!

Tick tock tick tock!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah!!!! I set up a fish tank recently.. actually ish.... last week only..

hahhaha... Oh my gosh!!! I so so like it lar can anot!!! hehehheee...

I ve e pics of my fish tank.... I shall posted all e pics one day.. so tt u guys can share wif me my happiness..

heee... E fish tank was being set up by me in the mid of my stressest period..

And it was e fish tank who saved me I supposed... It lower down my stress level
How I wish tt m one of e fishes in my tank.. so happily swimming here and there...

so freely... stresslessly...... full of freedom.. except tt they r in my tank... which makes my tank their world... hahhaaa....

I ever thought of naming every single fish of mine... However, I think tt s quite impossible.. cos i ve more than 20 fishes in my tank.. lolx... it sounds to crowdy.. but it s actually not.. u shud go and view my supreme tank.. very nice wor!!! hahhaaa....

its located @ Blk 237 Bukit Panjang Ring Road... Ring me up if u wanna ve a look at my fish world... I ll welcome u very very very very much...

hahhahaaaa.......

2007-02-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

Monday, 12 Feb 07.....

Exams around corner....
I still dun ve mood to study
Ed is goin to scold me liao
He s now having comp lecture
Me in his hall, using his comp to nasty..
LOLx.......

Peilin is on e other line now...
chatting wif me on msn....
Time: 2.12 pm...
hahhaaa.....
We keep on remind each other to die together...
"Titanic" together.. thiu...
We fancy listening to songs.. and CrApPiNg...
Grrrrrrrrrrrr...............

Folowing are our conversation:

HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
u study 2117 ?

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
i nv start at all

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
all havm't read

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
no

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
no

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
no

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
no

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
no

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
i ve not started on all

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
let's die together agsain

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
RAhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
die together for all la

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
no pro

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
i send u nice song

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
suppose to study for exam we listen to song

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
let's die

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
i send u more

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
nice nice nice

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
nice and meaningful rite

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
i wanna use the song during my wedding.. haha

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
so, choosened songs for my wedding as follow

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
-___-

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
1. ai hen jian dan

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
when's ur wedding

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
2. e song tt u just sent me

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
3. Heaven knows

lalalalaaa!!!!!! says:
next yr

~HapPy^HaPpY~ says:
u nonsense la

Hahahah.... tt s Peilin & Me...
When?? 2 days b4 exams...

Well..... GD LUCK TO OUR PAPERS, PEILIN!!!!!

2007-02-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

"A Letter For My Papa"

Dear Papa,

Papa, how are u lately? Long time no see!! Lots of things had happened lately.. And it makes me missing u sometimes. Mama hospitalized. Jie almost quarrel with Jiefu, money's fault. Sisi's problem.. Peer relationship.. Responsibility arguments.. Housing??? People accusing me of ignoring them purposely.. Scolding me "No-manner".. Pointin their finger at me and says I m wrong thou I m already down to my knee.. Worst still, problems came hand-in-hand during my exams period.. Papa.. M stress!!!! M worrying abt my exams.. BUt I ve no mood to study.. Papa, I lost to this battle thou its not a big matter.. I losing e immunity which I used to have.. I m tired!!! Very tired... its been 6 years.. Yet I still have to carry on with it.. Sigh!! I HATE IT!!!

I dun feel like staying in school le, Papa... its not my world anymore I suppose.. I lost my school pillar.. How???

I really wish to tell u everything.. Share with u what I wanna share.. Could u come back please??

I wish to introduce to u my frens.. tellin u how we prank in our every day life..

Tellin u tt I got a BF.. whom I really wanna marry to.. spend the rest of my life with him..

Hoping to see u laughing and chatting with him.. Watching u patting his shoulder and says "take good care of her!!"... Witness him as my blanket in the winter.... However, this seems to be appeared only in my dream..

I envy my 2 Jie-jie.. I had been longing for a perfect marriage.. Thou, theirs were a simple marriage, but I know tt mine ll never be as perfect as theirs.. I can see u in their "Just Married" vcd.. but, what abt mine?? Watchin u smiling to them on their tea ceremony. Patting their hands and said "Happy married". What abt me??

Papa.. I miss u!! Please come back!! Will you???

I m sick of imagining hugging mummy after tea ceremony without you...

I m sick of imagining saying "Please drink my tea, Mama!!" rather than "Papa.. Mama!!!"

I m sick of without you to brush my hair anymore...

M schizophrenia, Papa..

Could u please come back!?!?! come back to me, Papa... And sing with me our favourite song..

I promise tt I will be ur good lao-san... I ll be what I sang...

2006-12-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

school been boring... Arrggghhhhh!!!!!! Grrrrr.......

so cold like a fridge... its killin me!! oh man!!! Sigh....

So many faces around me.. all very mysterious.. very eerie!!! cos I ll never able to see thru their thought.. & wonderin wat they r gonna do.. And wat they r thinking... Oh my!!! Could it be tt I m thinking too much?? hahaha.... too much of series show le.. being affected.. hee....

Well... sitting in e 3rd floor computer lab now.. trying hard to get information for my project.. but things doesnt go my way... i couldnt get much info still.. sigh!!! start to doubt my workin ability... is it tt I gettin old?? gettin blur?? Or is it tt i produced not enuf estrogen??? gosh!!!! Wat m I doin?? Rahhhh.... Hormones oh hormones!!! u r guiding me like a fool... blame u!!!! hrmphx...

oh yeah!!! Vanilla is sittin next to me now... complaining how bored she is.. Sorry, Fren!!! M not a gd entertainer for a moment... hahhaa....

Look up to e clock!!!! Tick Tick Tick!!!! its 3:54 now... another 16 mins to "W. Lao Yao"'s lesson... being skippin her lessons for quite a few times...

Hei Gus!!!! Its time to change!!!

So I answered, "Ok deary!!" hahhaaa....;p

well... since I ve given my words, I gotta keep to it..

(But, its actually cos of my lousy attendance.. hahaa.. dun wish to be debarred from e exams.. very critical hor!!!!)

GRRRRRR!!!!!!! She s rushing me ler... Who else lar?!?!?! Vanilla lar!!!

Till here.... bye my all.... To be continued again...

Muackx...

2006-11-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

Suppose to attend to Ed's twin sisters' bursary presentation.. On 28 November... At Orchard, Lido.. But school till 8 pm.. Hahaa.. So i miss it!!! Bleahx.. His mother then treat us to a movie- which shows after presentation. It started at 9 pm.. I reached Orchard around 8.45 pm.. Edmund was there @ 9 pm.. wah!!!! very on time ler!!!! Hahaa.. Hence, we end up late for e movie... miss e front part of e movie... Sigh!!!!

His sisters, 1st two gals on e 2nd row from e left, was indeed smartie.. Haha... won numerous bursary & scholarship le... How I wish tt I m like tt lar!! hehee.... Top in result & CIP!!!! Oh my heaven..... Proud tt I get to know them lar.... Gambatte wor Xiu Yi & Xiu Xuan, respectively from left... hhaaa...

After e movie, we went to Newton for supper... above was a pics taken by Edmund... very "the-NO-SKILLS" hor!!!!!! Seee.... I so blur lar!!! Grrr.....
We ordered Prawn mee, Satay, dao-suan, Fried carrot cake(e black black one) and Fried Oyster... So Oishi!!!! Hahahaa.... Been feeding myself with good food recently... hahhaa.... gotta go on diet le ar... cos I dun wanna bcum fat!!!!!! So.... Lets detox together k Beth!!!! We start as soon as u say OK!!!! Bleahx... hahahaa....

But......................

.............................

............................

...............................

Going to Ivan's Bday surprise, from Xueyi, tmr.... how???? Sigh!!!! gonna stuff myself with good food again le.... Arrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! Fated!!!! Its all fated!! ahhahahaa....

Anyway.... right here, I wish u

IVAN..... "Happy Birthday!!!!"

heheheee....

Be prepared k for e surprise... hahahaa.....

signin offfzz............

(&&$^%9898%#***^$###.......

2006-11-26T02:12:00.000+08:00

25 November 2006.... Our 8th month anniversary!!!! yipee!!!

& above is actually my chosen gift from my Dearie.. hahaa.. A very cute top!!

"That smells delicious!! Puppygarden.."

However, ish he noticed e top first de... sigh!!! anyway, its e same!!

And, in order to celebrate, I brought him to a gd meal k!!!! I treat de lor.. hahaa.. first time man!!!

We went all way to Eunos for e famous black pepper crab.. OH MY GOD!!! its really very nice!!! hahaa... We also ordered a plate of hor-fun cum bee hon plus a plate of vege.. oh my!!! Also VERY NICE... hahahaa..

its like heaven lar... no bluff k!!!! not expensive also lor... $32/kg.. & we spent $58 on tt special dinner..

We ate till e shop close lar.. haha.. funny.. people there sitting down & relax.. waitin for us to leave lar.. Cos all customers left le.. except we two.. thiu... having to see them drag e metal door till ground floor, M still able to eat very slowly & peacefully.. hahahaa.... jiat lat!!!

Edmund keep on sucking any juice can be found on e shell lar!!! lol... cos it s really oishi!!! It's a must try food lor!!!

Show u a picture!!!! and yup!!!! this is e ONE!!!! hahahaaa.......

Btw, dear dear... I love u... hee...

2006-11-20T17:43:00.000+08:00

I m lazy.. Aint u agree??? thiu... late to school... takin thing so relax.. so much so tt ppl around me ll start to make noise like..."Wah lao eh!!! Please lei!!! Be serious lar.." hahahahaaa...

Today I was late to my 1st lesson again.. which is practical.. hands on skills.. I hate Monday la.. now I finally understand why ppl call it "Monday Blue"..

Something shocked me today.. Shikin's birthday= e beginning of a love fairytale of mine.. hahaa.... 25 MARCH.. So easy to remember!!! cos I got my bursary from hospital every 25 of month mar... lolx...

To Shikin!!! : Hei babes... U were born @ e correct time.. e student nurses are rich enuf to buy u present... hahhhaaa...

Well.. been to Vanessa's Bday on 18 Nov 06, Saturday... But her actual Bday is 19 NOVEMBER LAR!!!!! Hahaa.... It was a gals party.. oh my!!!! hahaaa... really women's world... I enjoyed myself very much.. thanx Nessa...

Oh yeah!!!! Here, I wish u again.....

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

Who s Vanessa?? well.. This is Vanessa!!!!

She s e one w her tongue in... Lolx.. I grabbed this photo from her frenster & posted it w/o fear.. Cos I know e gal next to her ll never had e chance to kill me... Hahaaa.... Cos I dunno her.. bleahx..

2006-11-08T11:56:00.001+08:00

hahaa... today marks e first day whereby my archives really mature le!!! lol... all this thanks to pris.. She deserved e credit.. hahaa... Guys!!! do u see tt??? my Archives work ler.. so happy!!!!

been busy with part-time work.. very tired when school reopen.. hee.. and keep on thinkin of goin back to balai again immediately after school reopen.. bleahx...

I MISS MY MUM..... I MISS MY NIECES.....
Sob sob!!!!!!!

been to malaysia lately quite often.. I like xiao abt malaysia lo.. hahaa... go there eat seafood.. window-shop.. and kill time... very cheap cheap lo... hahaaa...
another thing is tt Ed is always wif me whenever I go malaysia.. Hence, I m kind of addicted to it.. hahaa...

heee.. another happy thing.. and ish so so unbelievable!!! Ed's mum asked me to go to Genting wif her.. Oh my god!!! M I dreaming??? heee...

k k lar.. I bloggin while havin lunch in school... and its time to go for lecture le...

Shall continue next time!!!! bleahx...

2006-10-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

Finally holiday...!!!! Arrghhhh.....
Attachments and works had been keepin me busy.. so much so tt lot of things had happened around me surprisingly to cause me both happy & sad...

Wow!!!! The paediatrics and obstetrics attachment were really a wonderful experince.. especially to a motherly-mind people like me.. lolx...

To play wif e kids....
To chat wif e comin-to-be mummy....
To try to get into the kiddo world....
& to see a newborn baby..

Oh My GOD!!!!!!... Its heaven... lolx!!!!!

Hmmm.... finally over!!! going back to balai tmr... for 5 days probably..
My mummy missin me... hahhaaa... I miss my mummy and nieces...

tt s e feeling I like e most.. heee....

Also, lookin forward very much to school re-open..
Cos I wanna e nursin course to end as soon as possible..
& Ed's course to end as soon as possible too.. lolx...
So tt I can ve my greatest dream in my life to become true...

hahhahahhahaa..... Guess u guys know wat I meant...

heeexxx..... Love...

2006-10-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

gussy sayangg!!

been tinkkin fer some ttym..

when was it dat we were verii close.?

iszit after prom dat we start datingg.? ;)

stimes i feel dat ulovemi more dan i do.. =X

aniwae..jusx wanna say iloveyou mani mani!!

mani mani maniii..... =))

Hahaaa.... lol... Tt s a love letter from my buddie buddie buddie ~XuE xUe~ ... hee...

So sweet to read such sms early in e mornig when u wake up...

XuE xUe.... I lurve EEuuuuu toooo......

Heee....

In case other get jealous.. I wanna shout it out loud..!!!

I lurve u too Juan Juan

Of cos I lurve u to Bird bird.. heee...

But no matter wat I still love this person e most most.. heee.... SEE BELOW!!!!!

Its EDMUND ANG WEE HAO!!!! Cha dar!!!!

2006-10-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

MC = BoRiNg = LaEziE...

Feel so bored staying @ home..
Facing 4 walls.. look up, I saw lizard.. look down, I saw cokroache.. Arghhh!!
Tt s e most stupid phrase ever when one is simply bored bored bored!!!!

Hmm... so, I sneaked into my fren's room & start to use his comp illegally.. cos never ask for permission.. hahahaaa... bleahx..

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$urPrISe!!! Isnt he a cuttey cutie baby??? Raghh... I juz cant help, but simply in love wif him.. Hee...

I actually got e urge of havin him as my godson.. *OH GOSH!!!! Dun be gross!!!* I noe tt s wat shanel gonna tell me.. hahahaa... U ll end up killin bb~~another phrase from peilin.. hahahaa... LOL

He was under my care.. now tt he s better.. prove tt I M A GD NURSEY... hahhaaa...

Yst, Mon, 02.09.06.... I m sick.. Phew!!!! Wif 2 days MC.. 1st time to ve MC

So worrid tt I ll get GE from e postin.. cos I always said.. "I wan GE!!! So tt I can slim down.." Kind of stupid.. yeah!!! Hahahaa... Got diarrhoea since 4 am till 12 noon.. went to clinic wif Ed @ 11 am.. feelin very unwell.. tried to vomit, nothin come out.. tts really horrible.. never like diz b4.. after docs, medx & payment, Ed walked me to e bus-stop.. half-way, I feel damn giddy.. & faintin.. vision?? kind of ver blur & dark..*Scary* .. So, I shockingly told Ed.. He escorted me back to clinic again.. *Thnx God I got HIM**... Docs said, "U had a panic attack juz now.. BP low." Then, she referred me to NUH A&E.. Wow.. really my first time man!!! I so so scared lo.. Luckily, feel much much better when queuing @ A&E..

E queue there very long lor.. their business damn gd man!!! haha.. lol.. waited for 2hrs, not my turn yet.. I felt recharged tt time.. so, went to ask e nurse to cancel my appointment & rest @ home.. Hahaa.. I noe.. No one ever did tt b4 lar.. But, I juz did it!!! heee.. So, she cancelled it for me & informed me tt I gotta wait for another hr for my turn.. OH my goodness!!! So long lor.. hahaa.. anyway, finally everything s over.. No GE no wadeva.. I m not goin to say I wanna GE or Viral Infection anymore for my future posting.. It was enuf to get e hell out of me... :<

2006-09-29T04:39:00.000+08:00

Finally i can blog on my 1st clubbin wif my classmates.. hee.. Cos I finally got e pics from VANESSA WOO... so, Thanx to her..*Applause for her*
Well.. It was my 1st clubbin wif my dear dear.. lolx.. Who?!?! ....... Who else lar?? of cos him lar.. EDMUND ANG WEE HAO... hahahaa
It was a very fun nite where vanessa, shanel & some others learn how to dance for e 1st time.. i bet so.. hahaa... My poor Darlin never get to enjoy himself very much as he gotta pose as bodyguard of 8 gals... LISTEN CAREFULLY!!! ITS 8 GALS K!!! Bleahx.. He s powerful, isnt it?? Aint u agree?? Heee.... So, I m glad tt I m his wifey... Blah blah blah!!!!
Now, Lets ve a look @ e gals photos... very nicey isnt it?? Hahaa... Dun u dare to mess wif ushar!?!?!? Arent we pretty??? yeah, we are... Blah!! blah!!! blah!!!

Btw, Peilin was force to join us de.. but she was so happy in e club lor... dance & shake till her head fallin off cyah... lolx... Everybody was so enjoy lo... bet we gonna ve our 2nd round soon.. hee..

2006-09-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

another crazy dream.. lolx...

went to London together wif Colleen & Juan.. *Funny*.. London s like a dead city in my dream.. full of old houses.. hhaaa.. and Colleen, wif her red Nokia 8310-wif some exudates leakin out from all button- was so helpless: scolded by all people in my dream, dunno y..*Gross* Do I miss 2 of them too much?? so much so tt they ended up in my dream?!?!?! But I do admit tt i m missin my sec life.. lookin forward for next Sec class chalet gatherin.. Amazingly, we just had it this yr.. so, Sigh!!! gotta wait till next yr lar!!!

In e dream, i wanna sms Sherly to ask her to join us.. but Colleen's stubborn phone just dun let me lar.. den we so worried tt we dun ve a place to stay.. hahaa..

Funny & awkward dreams so often lately.. m I too tired?? too stress? hahaaa... m I not copin well wif it?? Sigh....

sigh

2006-09-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its been long since my last posting.. (-_-").. no comp jiu shi like tt de.. bo pian!!! Grrr....

well.. dun reali noe wat to blog le.. fell like talking abt nursing clubbing party, got no photos.. would like to talk abt my attachment, will only make me Rahhhh... TALK ABT MY LIFE, MONEY NOT ENUF.. lolx.... hahaa... But if i dun blog, Nessa & Cyn gonna kill me man!! Sigh...

Hmm.. den dun blog abt myself den.. blog abt people surrounding me..

Firstly, my hubby.. He s a very nice guy.. always give me surprises.. girls out dere gonna jealous and jealous and jealous dao..... hee... he gonna make a gd husband..(& of cos me a gd wife lar!! Duh..) He s in Uni now.. study study & study.. His duty.. grrr.. my enemy!! Sob Sob.. But m willing to hold on lar.. Lalaaa.. Cos he s worth it.. bleahx..

Secondly, My nurses classmates!!! #Nessa-always like to pinch me & torture me, think she find me too cute le.. tt s why- #Shanel-Sigh!! eat more my darling.. i shocked to go for break during attachment wif her.. cos my full plate of vege rice=to her small tiny mini bowl of yoghurt+some dunno wat crisp- #Puiliang-She s another shockin cha bor.. everything also know in e ward.. kia si nang!!!! Hrmm.. She EN B4 k.. DUN PLAY PLAY!!!- #Jing Jing-She always so knowledgable lo.. Grrr!!! must sy=tudy wif her when exams coming- #Priscilla-she very tao hua yun lo.. dunno why??? sigh!!! she know wat i meant la- #Bird-bird??- guess who she s??? hahaa.. yeah.. one very xiao cha bor.. hee.. she gonna kill me if she ever read my blog.. but i know she ll never visit this add de la.. so, dare dare sabo her... bleahx.. well, she s 1 best buddy of mine in poly lar.. love her.. muackx!!!

Next, lets talk abt my sec school si dang... *Xueyi-always very princessey de le.. m sure u ll agree wif me if u know her.. but sometimes she also very mature, so much so tt u ll be shocked to death.. haha- *Juan~Juan-I had been bullying her since sec le.. but she always stand in front of me wif tt cannot tahan smiley face.. which make me xin ruan lar.,. grrr!!!

Well, i m now @ my hubby's da xue.. slackin.. & know wat, my mum always said, nightmare must share wif others.. so tt it wont come true.. startin i dun belive it de.. i find it so stupid.. but, i wanna blog something to everybody lar.. i got a nightmare which still hauntin me till now.. grrr.. i dreamed tt my lao gong dun wanna me ler.. den go off wif other gals.. Rahh!!!! so sad tt i woke to find tt i m crying.. Sob!! Sob!!! so, next time must blog ur nightmare to share wif others k.. e most easiest way.. heee..

Shall blog abt those interestin outin like clubbin wif my nurses fren, whereby it was their first clubbin.. lolx... but after i got e picsn from them.. bleahx...

Siginin offzz.......

2006-09-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

hahaa... first time i wrote my blog in my hubby's university.. And, yeah!!! He s very buay hiau bai.. Wanna me to post abt e Bday surprises which he gave me.

Photos...

2006-08-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Show u some happy happy pics... hahaa.. bleahx..

Firstly, couple sandals.. Havanaise.. I bought e white one, frens bought for me e black one..

Secondly, The Newton dinner....

"The Gals.."

"The Guyz.."Beth started e ball-rolling!!!

So, I carried Edmundo..
Beth carried her Er-jie?!?!!?
Prissy carried her "Winnie"..

Heex... ish fun to ve as much outing as possible...

More fuun photos coming up soon!!!

Lets sit back & await!!!!

miss u papa

2006-08-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

Miss u, Papa..
It's been more than a year since u away from me..
But, u r still in my mind..
As memory... Sweet, yet haunting!!
Papa.., I love u.. I miss u.. yet I hate u too..
I m broke into tears thinkin of u..
cos, in my world, U R MEMORY..

"Kids!! Miss Papa mar?", e 1st qns u asked after Taiwan
"Yeah, Papa!! I miss u..", is my answer..
These sentences haunting me..
It makes me sad, turns me sour, casts me missing u..

Papa, U r fierce!! U r reasonable!! U r heck care sometimes..
But I know, deep inside ur heart, U LOVE ME..
U r proud of me.. Dotes on me.. Care for me..
And I m proud of u too, Papa.. U gave me life!!!

Sigh!! M fatherless now.. yet m leading a better life..
Sorry, Papa!!! I m Selfish I must say..
But life s like that..

However, Ain't u worry, Papa??
U r not forgotten by me...
U r living in me... in my memory..
Cos U R my Papa.. I miss u..

smashing dae...

2006-08-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

sigh...sleep till 11.30 am...
dun wish to wake up de... but, bo pian.. gotta wake up to wallet shop..
so i brush-teeth, i pom pom.. i shh shh.. and i barbie doll... haha...
12.15 le... its time to go out le.. suddenly, "WHOSSHH".. my bedroom door kena locked..
i was in e living room... oh my.. how?!?!?! wallet shop how??
Sigh!!! called bala.. get e giant hammer.. and vent my anger on e lock.. haha..
e lock drop off.. lucky!!! but e door is still locked.. buay lucky!!!! Argghhh!!!!! haha
so.. no choice lor... no more wallet shop.. jiu play computer whole dae lor.. jiu creat this blog lor...
hahaa...
coincidentally, today i 25 August 2006... our 5th mth anniversary.. hee...
How shud I describe him ner?? Hmm...
ve u ever watch 'My Sassy Gf"??? hahaa... probably tt s how or relationship ba.. but he ll never shout at me... such a nice guy.. sigh!!! but always kena bulliy by me.. POOR THING!!!
Frens told me "Gusni, u must treasure him. Really!!! He s a nice guy" ... Think i m too lucky le to be able to run into him and grabbed him... haha... even Xueyi also said so... think he s really nice.. no one can beat him le.. Hmm!!!! yeah.. No One.... haha :)
August is my month... Full of surprisey de month.. for my bday celebration were consider grand to me... haha... xueyi & juan planned e Sakura buffet for me.. Beth, Janis, Pris & Win for my k-lunch.. Sisi & Albert for my k-lunch too.. Hee.. most importantly, He was with me for all these celebrations.. & he gave me e most sursprising surprise in all e bday celebrations.. haha... i ll nvr forget dearie.. thank you very much.. I LOVE YOU.. m really touch.. no bluffing... haha.. I m truly happy to be with u.. 4 yrs?? yeah.. I m willing to hold on for u..

Haha... See!!! cc!!!! my August prisey!!!! Bleahx... well.. thanx for e punks as follows....:...

~Edmundo -- for e Papillio & Fossil watchie

~Xue and Juan -- for my Simont pendant!!!
~Beth, Pris, Janis & Win -- Havainase.. ;p
~Puiliang(Peilin) -- pinkie pinkie ear ring..
Muackx U all... hahahaa...

Oh yeah!!!! Not to forget too, guys who sms me to wish me "eppie Bday.." .... Haha.... Thanx to my hubby, Edmundo, Baaaalaaaaaaaaa.... SiiiiCccccc... Didiiiiieee..... Xuexueee... JUaaannn.... Bethbird... Prissy... Janisssssss.... Shiikiniiieee.. LIpiiiinnggg... Aaaa-Mmmmm... Puiliaang.. Chewiieee..

And and aNd & NN.... lot lot lot more.... hahhaaa... lolx... My most happy Bday le... bleahx.. Guys!!! More surprises next year kiexx... keep it up!!!!! ahahahaa.... Muackx muackx muackx....

bleahx......

mIsSy Signin offz...