Friday, June 18, 2010
On bus to work!!!!grrrraaaahhhhhh..... Gonna be late!!!
Drank a can of nescafe before hop onto the bus.. Damn it!!! Feel like shitting now... another 30 mins before I can touch the handle of toilet door.. Raahhh!!!
Meeting xueyi n juan soon for saturday night playground talk.. I think the guys will most likely drag us to watch soccer... Thiu... Edmund n e rests.. Heeee.... Tts how innocent is the villagers.. Feel safe with them.. N mine is the most safest one among them.. Lucky me!!!! Heeeee
She said she wanna baileys+durians... Shall we??? Ed said will cause toxicity... How does the chemical reaction happen?? I also dunno... Tts somethign worth to find out... Dear juan, its ur job lor!! Haaa..
MiSsY ^___~
12:06 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Am I given choice to choose??
The answer is simply no!! I think I have no choice but to carry the whole responsibility...
Why r u guys so unfair to me?? Calling me heartless after I have sacrificed all I have!!
Calling me no sense of kin-ship... If so, why am I in in stress???
Seriously, m almost there.. Hallucination!!
N I seriously feel tt only pain can take over everything that I hate to feel..
Probably to make things better, I need to simply admit to everything tt u claimed to be mine..
To own up everything and learn how to be numb to all the arguments of who should get things done!!!
MiSsY ^___~
9:38 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
On way home.. In bus 963... As usual.. No seat!!! Grrr... Its irritating sometime cos ppl tend to push u when the bus is totally loaded..
Well, doing nothing much today at work.. Cos I were posted to "COLD PALACE" once again.. Tts a favourable assignment to majority - but not all of cos.. Its relax dere most of e times.. So cold n high class.. Its actually suite ward.. But bored!! No internet.. No frens to chit chat.. U rt basically waiting for the time to tick away.. Totally counting seconds..
I ve checked tmr's assignment.. Same Day Admission cub.. May be busy.. But m glad tt m there tmr.. Cos it s more "YANG".. Haaa... U can see ppl browsing around, where as COLD PALACE is so damn "YIN".. Lame!!!
Searched for information abt part-time degree. So ex la!!! Another bld sucker!! If only I can get subsidy or scholarship.. Shall ring them up tmr to enquiry further..
Well!! Gotten a seat finally.. Its time to nap!! Bye...
MiSsY ^___~
11:45 AM
Been dreaming of those stupid blood-sucker!!! Its crazy.. How cud I ever dream of them while I dunno who they are.. Probably cos they r always the first who gave me morning calls... So early tt u may suspect something fishy between us.. However, dun forget!! Its a call from "them", but not "HE"....
Seriously, can someone pull them away from me?? They r driving me mad..
Hence, my dear eldest lady!!! Pls clear the mess before I AM BIPOLAR!!!!!
MiSsY ^___~
11:45 AM
Monday, June 14, 2010
Avril sings : " tell me, why the hell r u making things so complicated?"
Tts exactly wat I wanna ask myself.. Why am I making things so complicated?? So much so tt m jus a rat who keeps running from the cat's claw..
I HATE IT!!! Receiving the F*** Law*** Let*** n thinking why r they forwarding this super irritating letter to me?? Aint u suppose to attention to HER n her "Wat e Hell Deary Husband"???
Its killing!! It jus can kill.....
Watched Tyra supermodel shows last night.. I jus can't imagine!! Why is an Anorexic lady can ever be permitted in the competition?? Its funny! N its schoking.....
Anyway, y is she enjoying such a better life while m not??
However, m fortunate cos m always engulf by a grp of angels- XY, HJ, ED, MUM....
I know ppl do love me... But its jus not enuf.. Life tt s full of love, it jus aint enuf!!! Sometimes u r really left wif no choice, but to include materials..
She always says tt she doesn't wish to drag me down.. But the fact is, she has been haunting me for the past 2 yrs.. Its crazy!!! Probably wat she said is true.. N she does love me.. However, my apology, I cud barely feel it..
MiSsY ^___~
11:47 AM
Ve not been blogging since donkey yrs ago...
Ppl blogged with i-phone, me blackberry- which ppl tend to call it "Blue-Berry"!!
Been hearing shocking news recently- break up, patch up, "tied-up", OR I shud say "ROM".
Cool!!! It really shows tt life is full of ups n downs, man...
Angel missy said: "pls do ur best to rescue your loved ones!!"
Devil missy whispered: "Dun u think tt life is too unfair to u??"
So, wat shud I do, man!!!! F***......
I really dunno wat s gonna happen to me yrs down e road.. N I dun even dare to imagine.. Cos I know its gonna be different from wat I dreamed of.. How I wish tt Aladdin does exist in this world...
Falls into my hand, n I will pray for them - Freedom, Finance...... & Figure!!!! Hahaaa....
MiSsY ^___~
2:12 AM
