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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Sick today.. MC... 1st day PMS.. So damn pain... Spine pain, tummy pain.... bloatedness.. flatulence... AAArrrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!! So feel lik going for total hysterectomy... grrrrrrr........

However, temporary reliever is always Ponstan & Famotidine.... hahahaa

Anyway, went to visit Ms Ang today.. my secondary school teacher.. Thou She never teaches me before, but she is my dearest teacher, ms Lim's sister. You would always see them together in school... they r very close to each other... Very shocking!!! A bit stunned when I first saw her.. She is totally in different state.. Probably she is still alert like wat Ms Lim said.. however her responsivenes, her motor skill, to me, a health care personal, is totally zero....

Life is always unpredictable.. You will never know what will happen e next seconds... Nevertheless, tomorrow...

I just shared with my xue xue, my point of view bout life outside Dover Park Hospice... If ever I am the one lying down on the bed, instead of Ms Ang, I will request for DO NOT RESUSCITATE me status in hospital... I do not wish to stay alive under the machines' help.... There is no quality of life at all.. I wish to die naturally, in my ancestor's way.... Technology is a sin!!!! Hence, they improve people's life, they also changed ppl's mind set... Think of the way ur Nanny, or even ur great-grandmother, told you bout their childhood.. Ppl are so innocent... SIMPLICITY!!!! Tts e word to describe.... Now, human beings are in every second FEAR!!! Lets duntalk about other example... talk bout e most recent H1N1 & Michael Jackson's heart attack... Best example to describe my current feeling..... Life!!!! Human beings!!! They are just as fragile as an ant....

~~MiSsY~~ ^___~ _{11:25 PM}