mIsSy.CoM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

23 May 2009, 0405hrs.. e night is serene.. e room as cold as mortuary!!!! My pts all asleep.. One of them snoring away!!!

Guess wat m doin?!?!?!

Facebook Vampire Wars!!!

M addicted to it!!! It looks cruel!!!! But I like it!!! My God!!! Hope tt I wun turn brutal.. Not even a single second.. Hahahaa...

While ppl enjoying sweet dream, I was thinking to myself... Wat am I afraid of actually???

Been cursing my daddy!!! for not protectingme.. hahaa... sounds funny!!!! He s already a soul!!! Probably already turn into another form, I dunno..... But, It's damn unfair for me to take up his job as a father to support the family!!! I know M being bad.. But sometimes I just.. dunno!!! REMORSEFUL probably...

Sigh!!! I dun wanna compare myself to others!!! I really dun wish to.. Cos I know, once e comparison occurs, m far behind them... they r so so far ahead of me... Am I going to lead this kind of life ofr the rest of my life??? I REALLY DUN WAN!!!

I wanna shout!!! BUt whr to shout??? Singapore!! She is just a dot of a map.... WORLD... they just seem too far... I will never be able to reach them... Cos I will forever stuck to this tiniest dot of the world... I feel very suffocated!!!!

There s no "FAIR" in my dictionary anymore.... wat I ve got is just the damn it "My-FACT!!""......

I hate it!!! M F------ hate it!!!!

~~MiSsY~~ ^___~ _{4:04 AM}