Friday, March 21, 2008
Received an overseas msg from my sister.. her 2nd daughter's name is changed to Tan Miao Hui.. instead of Tan Shi Na.. lolx.. Do u see how big is e influence of a name of a person? Before e change, my niece cried everyday.. refused milk-feeding... refused to lie on bed.. After e changes, She drinks and sleeps like an "Initial-D" baby.. lolx... M happy for her..
Finally, the AMK industrial park temp job has come to an end.. luckily it ends early.. lolx.. or else, m gonna ve hypertension diagnosed.. All those callers are mainly aunties.. They r really gd in twisting.. think they were e champions of every long-breath cum lengthy communication competition.. when u told them One Marina Boulevard, they said " Oh!!! Marina Square arh!! I know how to go!!".... Then, when u said "alight at Raffles Place MRT", they ll tell u "is it city hall?? I think they r of e same stop.. but old name!!!"... Oh my god!!! How do they manage to combine e 2 TOTALLY DIFFERENT station as one?? oh man!!!
Some of them will tell me: "One Marina Boulevard?? I think u dunno how to go lar!!! I think i will alight at CIty Hall and walk to Marina Square..." Oh GOSH!!!! ........... No matter how many times I emphasize to them, saying tt Marina Boulevard and Marina Square are of 2 different building, they ll still say.. is e same wat!!! .......... I really and seriously hope tt M not like them when is time for ppl out there to call me auntie!!! hahahaaa..... damn JIat Lat!!!
Some of them will scold me for not knowing e place of function well.. I seriously think tt they like Marina Square too much.. probably it was e biggest shopping centre during their time..hahaa.. Marina Square, u gonna be rich soon.. hahahaa...
A lot of stories abt my workin experience as e hotline server there.. Xueyi, I think u r e most interested person to know.. hahaha!!!!! M I right to say tt????
Poly life had ended!!! wonderin if I ll miss those days anot?? hahaaa.... Think, I ll still like my secondary life more.. dunno y!!! prob cos of innocent!!! heeee....... I got my result le... gonna receive my transcript soon... I seriously hate those result.. it makes me inferior... compare to my GCE 'O'.. its really like comparing e size of peanut and watermelon.. sigh!!!!
Anyway, gonna start work soon... 7 april 2008.. M gonna be called as Staff nurse... heee. feel so proud!!!! M gonna handling all sort of instruments for all sort of operations.. Feel even more prouder... very high responsibility k!!! But I like this type of responsibility.. rather than to remember e condition of patients from admission till discharge.. oh my god!!!! give me a rest pls!!! hahahaaa..... Will I be a GOOD NURSE??? Hahaaa.. unknown!!!!! Well, wish me gd luck!!!! CHEERSS!!!!!
MiSsY ^___~
1:17 AM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
feeling very tired!! my muscle is telling me tt they r getting old.. But sorry darling!! u cant stop working.. sorry to ve stretched u so much.. but i ve no choice..
I was wondering!! is this going to be my life??? work work work!!! i really wanna be e same as my cousins.. free from all worries.. go travel for free.. but from where shall I find her type of courage and spirit?? I dunno.. Sigh!!! Ppl said M gettin skinnier and malnutrition.. one way to advise myself.. i like to be skinny and slim gal..
How I wish I can go far from here.. to another place where no one actually recognize me.. start my life a new.. Together wif my love.. To start everything with an empty brain!!! MIGRATE!!! Tts e word... to where? Queensland?? yup!!! really wish to go there since young.. also Easter Island.. Gosh!!! I must be dreaming... Slap!!! Wake up, U gal!!! Reality is cruel!!! I hate it!!
The fact is tt:
1. I m poor..
2. I m a cow..
3. I love to smile, But dunno how bitter is my heart!!
4. I love my mum
5. I love my BF!!
6. I cant let go my family..
7. It is my family who r pushin me to the edge!!
8. THEY ARE MY FAMILY.. who share e same blood as me.. who derived from e same dna!!!
M I really going to be like this till old age??
"My Valentine".. Yes!! I like this song.. I like e meaning.. I like every word in this song.. But sometimes I do feel tt it kills me too.. Think m too emotional.. THEY GOTTEN MY HEART.. MY LOVE!!! So, they are my worry too..
Shanel : U r crazy, Gusni!! U r mad over marriage..
Gusni : Yes, I am!!! But I gotta wait for him.. he has got his education to complete.. his career to be build before me..
Shanel : Its a bit unfair!! U gotta wait for him.. and youth is precious..
The word "YOUTH" strikes me.. yes!! my youth is gone.. But, on second thought, My youth is not wasted on him.. rather than my youth is wasted on my family..
To wait for him is just an excuse.. E real and cruel truth is tt I gotta climb out of my family financial rubbish first before my own happiness.. it sounds angry.. but, NO!!! I hate my destiny.. Fate!!!! Grrrr.....
He s right!!! We can forget abt marriage.. abt future.. as long as e iron ball is still clinging on my feet... M confused!!! its complicated.. Sigh!!!!
MiSsY ^___~
4:37 PM
